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Hey.

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You want me to sit here?

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Can I smoke?

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Hang on.

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Why do you want me to start?

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And all the dark clouds roll away.

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The young sun begins to shine.

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I see my freedom from across the way.

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And it comes right in.

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much light.

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Yet it comes from the sky above.

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Make me feel so free.

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Make me feel like me.

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Yet it lights my life up.

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I'm 23 years old, and I still don't
understand what it is that people do.

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It's as if all of this were built on
nothing, and nothing were holding all of

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this together.

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I grew up around here.

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Apartments are nice.

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Some of them have balconies.

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And the trees are nice.

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I don't understand them either, but I
like them.

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I mean, I think I'd like them all.

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It'd have to be a pretty fucked up tree
for me not to like it.

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Until there's nothing holding me
together.

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I know you're going home.

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I'm in a baseball hat, red scarf, white
button-down shirt, blue hoodie, some

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jeans, old sneakers, nothing out of the
ordinary.

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The scarf is to cover the lower half of
my face, although it's a little late for

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it to do any good. I've been at it for a
while now.

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And it's no secret what my face looks
like.

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All right, no alarms! I'm a white man!
They'll kill me!

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I got a lot of sadness in the face to
make up for, so I gotta act like I'm

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crazy or people will think I'm a pussy.

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Hey! Get on the ground!

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Get on the fucking ground now!

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One thing about robbing banks is you're
mostly robbing women, so the last thing

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you want to be is rude.

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Ma'am, it's nothing personal.

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That's okay.

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What's your name?

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Vanessa. Hey, Vanessa. It's nice to meet
you.

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What's your name?

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You're funny, Vanessa. Now open your
fucking drawer.

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As I stood there holding a gun, taking
her in, something overtook me

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like a kind of badness, as if I'd always
known that this was how things were

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supposed to end.

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But I wasn't made to realize it until
that exact moment.

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The first time I saw Emily, I was
attending one of the local universities.

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The one with the Jesuits. It was a
decent school.

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And I don't want to tell lies, but I
thought, man, I'd really like to fuck

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this girl.

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I called

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your name like ten times.

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Sorry, uh, my music was loud. Hey. I
like your sweater.

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Thank you. I got it on Coventry. It's an
old sad bastard sweater.

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You're in my English class.

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I know. I'm a class doctor, right?

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Yeah.

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But you always go.

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Yes, I do.

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I guess I'll see you around.

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Hey, where are you from?

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Elba, New York.

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What's that like?

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Same kind of lake, same kind of town,
just a little bit shittier.

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I, uh, I've had a girlfriend since high
school.

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Really?

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Sweet. Yeah, she, um, goes to school in
New Jersey.

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She got a name?

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Yeah, uh, Madison Kowalski.

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She's really pretty.

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Yeah, super pretty.

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I really liked Emily, but I'd already
promised Madison I'd catch the Greyhound

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bus and go and visit her at school that
weekend.

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She was staying in a dorm room and her
bed was too small for two people, but at

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least her roommate had gone home because
her grandmother died.

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It was too bad.

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Whatever. She was old.

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Well, tell Madison I said hello.

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Madison thought I was a bitch.

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Go.

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The party she took me to were mostly
shit.

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I mean, kids drank beer in a basement,
then out in cinder block.

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Some kind of beer pong that's dungeon
red light district bullshit.

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Everything was dismal as murder.

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All these random dudes knew Madison.

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I mean, she'd only been at the school a
month, but they all knew her somehow.

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He liked every eye in the room on him,
which is fine, whatever.

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It just got a little awkward when you
were the one who was there at the party

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with the girl who was on top of the
table.

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Fucking a ghost.

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I had a job, and I'd go to work when I
could have been doing better things,

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such as anything, but I had to work.

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Old Man Fatuq had half a dozen daughters
and granddaughters. They all worked at

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his restaurant.

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I don't know if he had any grandsons,
but if he did, none of them worked

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there.

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All of the granddaughters drove
Escalades or Denali's or whatever.

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Some of the waiters dated them.

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She liked to take it up the ass.

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Shove her face down in the pillow, spit
on her.

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I mean, I think she's really fucking
crazy.

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I wonder who taught her all that shit.

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Hey, come on.

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Let me see you do it.

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Oh, no. Fuck. Shit. Shit.

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Fuck. Are you a man or what?

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Huh? Throw it high.

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High. So they can hear it in the dining
room, cocksucker.

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Fuck this guy.

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I only lasted two weeks.

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After work, I went by James Lightfoot's
house.

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He was my best friend since grade
school.

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His dad had died when he was young, and
so did his mother, and then...

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And then his brother came back all
fucked from the war, so James is mostly

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alone.

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Hey, man.

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Except for me.

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You okay?

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Yeah.

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I needed a ride to the bank, so James
offered to take me.

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If someone was shining on us that day...

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And Roy also came.

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He painted houses, but he wasn't
working.

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What's up?

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James Lightfoot was yelling at Roy about
his cousin Joe because Joe kept

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saying... I'm going to just drop it.

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Roy, Roy, tell him. You've got to tell
your cousin he can't join the Marines.

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Why do I got to tell him? He's joining
the Marines. Don't join the Marines,

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man. Give me one good reason why, okay?
I don't want to do this for the rest of

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my life.

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I don't want to do this for the rest of
my life, man. Why are you content just

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fucking driving around, man? I don't
understand why you wanted to do a thing.

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Just let him do a thing.

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It's an obligation of you and your love
for your cousin. We all love so much,

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and now you're telling me, oh, I want to
send him off to his fucking death?

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What are you doing?

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What are you thinking, man?

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I could only understand half of what
James is saying.

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Couldn't help noticing that he looked
helpless, waving his arms around, and

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that probably no one would ever listen
to him for as long as he lived.

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I

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had

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a problem with the bank.

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They'd made a mistake and I was there to
sort it out.

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So you guys sent me this overdraft, but
it's not right. I paid this off already.

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Here.

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This is a new overdraft notice.

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But that's not possible. I haven't made
a withdrawal since the last deposit.

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That deposit brought your balance up to
$10 credit.

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But there was an additional overdraft
charge against your account that put you

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back in the negative.

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But how could you charge me another
overdraft charge after I paid it off

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already? The deposit didn't clear in
time.

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No, but I paid it here in cash.

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It didn't clear, sir. It was fucking
cash, right here.

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It didn't clear.

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Next.

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Sorry about your car, man.

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This is a piece of shit.

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Don't you get your money back?

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No. As we walked back to James' house,
Roy passed around his train wreck.

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And after a few hits, we felt like we
were winning again.

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The next day was a healthy fall day
where you could smell the wet leaves.

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So I went to Shaker Square to see some
kids that I knew.

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They wanted some of my Xanax, which...

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I was taking because I'd had some panic
attacks.

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You know, we'll get in later.

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We're going to a party at this girl
Maggie's house. Oh, cool. Can I come?

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Yeah, sure. Do you want some?

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And in return, they offered me some
ecstasy. Fuck yeah, I want some ecstasy.

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Is that you?

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Hey. Hey.

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You know Maggie?

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What? You know Maggie?

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Uh, yeah, sort of.

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Holy shit.

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What? Your pupils are huge.

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Yeah, I, uh... How is it?

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It's actually really good.

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If I would give you some, but I, um...

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I don't have any more. That's okay.

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I turned them down earlier. This weird
guy offered me some. He said that I

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should pop it in my butt.

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What the fuck?

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Really? Yeah. Who the fuck is this guy?

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I don't know. I don't know. He's
definitely gone.

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Kind of disrespectful.

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Yeah, well, it's how some boys talk.

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Hey, I'm really happy you're here.

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Why's that?

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Um, because I like you.

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A lot.

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I really do.

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And... And your jacket's really cool.

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Whoa.

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And, um, what?

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I was just thinking.

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What are you thinking?

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Just thinking that you're shady.

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You wanna go for a walk?

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What happened to Madison Kowalski?

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I think I adore you.

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Do whatever you want, man.

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Sometimes I feel like I've already seen
everything that's gonna happen.

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And it's a nightmare.

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It's nothing, I just, um... I, uh, I'm
sorry, I'm sorry.

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You don't ever have to be sorry for the
way that you feel.

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Why are you being so sweet to me?

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I have a thing for weak eyes.

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That's how you find the one to break
your heart.

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Can you look back to when you met the
one you loved the most and remember

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exactly how it was?

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Not as in where you were, or what she
was wearing, but rather in what you saw

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in her that made you say, yes, this is
what I came here for.

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He was on the phone with her, and I was
eavesdropping.

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And why were you eavesdropping?

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You're a jerk.

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Sorry. I mean, um, that must have been
awful for you.

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I confronted him about it the next day,
and he tried to buy me off.

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Said he'd send me to volleyball camp if
I didn't tell my mom.

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Damn.

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I really wanted to go to volleyball
camp.

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Yeah? So what'd you do? I went to
volleyball camp.

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And then I told my mom.

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Your dad sounds like a dick.

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Sometimes I feel like love doesn't
actually exist.

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It's just pheromones playing tricks on
people.

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I love you.

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Thank you.

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I'm leaving for good at the end of the
semester.

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I really want to go to school in Canada.

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What?

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Since when?

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Since now.

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There's this really great school in
Montreal.

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In Montreal?

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Yeah. Yeah, I know what it fucking is.
Please tell me that you're kidding. This

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isn't funny. Why would I be kidding you?

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You see what? That's it. We're just
supposed to break up. Just like that.

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We can't exactly be together when we
live in two different countries.

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So... Emily, what the fuck?

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Can you please just be mature about
this?

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Emily, please.

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Can we not just talk about this, please?

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Emily!

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So what makes a joker like you want to
join the United States Army for?

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This guy had a face like death, and
every other word out of his mouth was

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joker.

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Goddamn joker.

252
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Well, I've just been seeing on the news,
you know, that there are kids dying over

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there.

254
00:21:58,090 --> 00:21:59,090
You know?

255
00:22:00,330 --> 00:22:04,090
Guys from Cleveland who are my age just
trying to do something good, and here I

256
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am.

257
00:22:05,100 --> 00:22:07,540
Feeling sorry for myself because my
girlfriend broke up with me.

258
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Damn.

259
00:22:11,360 --> 00:22:12,460
She broke your heart.

260
00:22:14,260 --> 00:22:18,640
You said to her that gold in the gutter,
a sense of purpose, right?

261
00:22:20,860 --> 00:22:21,860
Yeah.

262
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Sense of purpose.

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Goddamn.

264
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Tell you about purpose.

265
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I like him.

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I was too easy.

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He knew he had me, and so by the next
day I was sworn in. Against all enemies.

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Foreign and domestic.

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Foreign and domestic.

270
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How can you let him go to war, man? It's
fucking war. What do you want me to do?

271
00:22:40,500 --> 00:22:43,100
I need you to talk to him. I've already
talked to him. I talk to this

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motherfucker every day.

273
00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:47,180
Yeah, you talk to him every day, but you
haven't tried to talk him out of it, and

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he'll actually listen.

275
00:22:47,960 --> 00:22:51,720
James, you fucking slut, dude. I can
fucking hear you. Have you met my

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brother, dude?

277
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Have you fucking tried to have a
conversation with him for two seconds?

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He's fucked in the head.

279
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Did you move?

280
00:23:00,830 --> 00:23:04,290
No, because I'm trying to fucking help
you. We have a conversation. I'm going

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to tweet. I don't know what to tell you.

282
00:23:06,010 --> 00:23:09,490
Well, what the fuck? You can't even
understand. James, James, James, James.

283
00:23:09,510 --> 00:23:12,190
Look, he just doesn't want to do this
for the rest of his life, all right?

284
00:23:13,490 --> 00:23:14,950
So what do you give a shit, man?

285
00:23:15,590 --> 00:23:18,090
You haven't said shit and now you're
fucking on his side now? Can someone

286
00:23:18,090 --> 00:23:20,890
please get the fucking phone? It's been
ringing for like 20 minutes.

287
00:23:23,510 --> 00:23:25,950
Hello? Hey, it's me.

288
00:23:28,670 --> 00:23:29,569
You there?

289
00:23:29,570 --> 00:23:31,730
Yeah, I'm here. Hey, shut the fuck up,
James!

290
00:23:32,370 --> 00:23:33,610
Hey, sorry, how you doing?

291
00:23:34,490 --> 00:23:35,530
I'm leaving soon.

292
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For Montreal.

293
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Can we say goodbye?

294
00:23:44,890 --> 00:23:48,770
Um... Well, I have work today.

295
00:23:52,469 --> 00:23:56,230
No, no, no, no, no. I want to say
goodbye. Just come by work.

296
00:24:03,050 --> 00:24:05,850
After Fatouks, Roy had got me a job at
another restaurant.

297
00:24:08,070 --> 00:24:10,890
The owner was throwing a party that day,
and I got to serve drinks.

298
00:24:11,350 --> 00:24:15,290
I told Roy and Joe to come by so they
could drink for free, and I, of course,

299
00:24:15,350 --> 00:24:16,490
asked Emily to stop in.

300
00:24:17,390 --> 00:24:18,510
But she was late.

301
00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:21,260
Good? Yeah, bro, you look good.

302
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:22,520
Yo, is she here yet?

303
00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:24,880
Relax. Yo, line up the shots, honestly.

304
00:24:27,260 --> 00:24:29,780
You had a pair of salons on Monday.

305
00:24:30,080 --> 00:24:31,700
A pair of salons on Monday, right? Yeah.

306
00:24:32,280 --> 00:24:33,300
That's a good way to go to heaven.

307
00:24:33,780 --> 00:24:35,100
Hey, man, have you seen Emily yet?

308
00:24:35,460 --> 00:24:37,000
Hey, breathe, okay?

309
00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:39,120
Relax. I don't know what you're freaking
out about.

310
00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:41,500
What the fuck, man? Who is this guy?

311
00:24:41,960 --> 00:24:46,200
You might have a problem with it in
general, but if it makes you better...

312
00:24:46,200 --> 00:24:47,820
Hey.

313
00:24:51,030 --> 00:24:52,450
Hey. Uh, this is Benji.

314
00:24:53,010 --> 00:24:54,430
He's from Ghana. He's going to Cape.

315
00:24:56,370 --> 00:24:57,370
Benji, hey.

316
00:24:58,210 --> 00:25:01,350
I gave Benji a real man handshake like I
was a real man.

317
00:25:01,730 --> 00:25:04,510
So he was forced to keep his hand off
her. You know, I know a better

318
00:25:04,510 --> 00:25:06,470
restaurant we could go to called Mia
Dia.

319
00:25:06,890 --> 00:25:09,850
The food is so good there, I think maybe
we should go. Can I talk to you for a

320
00:25:09,850 --> 00:25:12,310
second? No, you can't. Why not? Because
you're being... Sorry, are you all

321
00:25:12,310 --> 00:25:13,690
right? Benji, just give me a minute,
dude.

322
00:25:14,950 --> 00:25:16,670
Look, nobody thinks of freedom the other
way.

323
00:25:16,890 --> 00:25:19,190
He just knows they don't card there and
he's trying to get you drunk. I came

324
00:25:19,190 --> 00:25:22,110
here to say goodbye to you. Do you want
me to punch this guy in the dick? No,

325
00:25:22,150 --> 00:25:23,150
Joe.

326
00:25:23,210 --> 00:25:25,630
You came here to say goodbye to me with
him.

327
00:25:26,330 --> 00:25:27,550
I'm not with him.

328
00:25:27,850 --> 00:25:29,250
You really think that's fucking fair?

329
00:25:29,650 --> 00:25:32,570
Yeah, I do. Please let me punch him in
the dick. Joe, please go and sit the

330
00:25:32,570 --> 00:25:33,570
fuck down.

331
00:25:38,570 --> 00:25:39,750
I gotta work. You should go.

332
00:25:43,390 --> 00:25:44,390
I'd like you to leave.

333
00:26:20,180 --> 00:26:23,720
Jesus Christ, dude. Come on. You gotta
cheer up. Yeah. What the fuck?

334
00:26:24,100 --> 00:26:26,520
You're gonna bang ten girls in here
tonight. Throw a fucking rock.

335
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:31,100
Okay? Yes, sir. Listen, I need you to do
me a favor. I'm tired. I'm going home. I

336
00:26:31,100 --> 00:26:32,820
need you to look after a buddy of mine.
His name is Tommy.

337
00:26:33,620 --> 00:26:36,600
That guy over there. Nice guy. Great
guy. Just got out of prison.

338
00:26:37,300 --> 00:26:38,760
Tommy was drunk as fuck.

339
00:26:39,060 --> 00:26:41,540
And I was supposed to make sure he
didn't throw up in the place.

340
00:26:42,180 --> 00:26:45,500
He kept saying everybody was full of
shit and they're all a... Bunch of fakes

341
00:26:45,500 --> 00:26:46,500
over here.

342
00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:59,110
And that's what he kept saying. That
they didn't have the balls to put a gun

343
00:26:59,110 --> 00:27:01,470
to a guy's head. And blow his brains
out.

344
00:27:02,710 --> 00:27:04,390
And then he got to asking me what I did.

345
00:27:05,670 --> 00:27:07,830
So, uh, where do you do, kid?

346
00:27:09,210 --> 00:27:10,410
I actually just joined the army.

347
00:27:11,090 --> 00:27:12,410
You joined the army?

348
00:27:12,970 --> 00:27:13,970
Uh-huh.

349
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:19,180
Those people don't give a shit about
you. Well, what are you thinking?

350
00:27:23,580 --> 00:27:27,840
I just, um... I didn't have any better
ideas.

351
00:27:30,340 --> 00:27:36,160
But... Do you have the balls to put a
gun through a guy's head and blow his

352
00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:37,160
brains out?

353
00:27:51,699 --> 00:27:53,240
All right, I gotta go, Tommy.

354
00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:55,480
Come on, where you going?

355
00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:56,760
Gotta go to bed, it's late.

356
00:27:58,100 --> 00:28:00,380
Well, what, you need a ride?

357
00:28:00,660 --> 00:28:01,660
I'll give you some ride.

358
00:28:02,140 --> 00:28:03,140
You gonna get to drive?

359
00:28:04,140 --> 00:28:05,140
Fuckin' A, bubba.

360
00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:10,040
And Tommy ran over the curb for good
measure.

361
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:18,520
I never saw him again.

362
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:41,220
Is it okay that I'm here?

363
00:28:42,180 --> 00:28:46,120
Yeah, I... I was gonna bring you these
later anyway.

364
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:49,320
Supposed to be a goodbye cake.

365
00:28:50,100 --> 00:28:52,440
But they only had muffins ready.

366
00:28:53,560 --> 00:28:58,480
It was supposed to be 12, but I gave one
to this guy Tommy because he really

367
00:28:58,480 --> 00:28:59,480
needed to eat something.

368
00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:01,920
What's wrong?

369
00:29:02,860 --> 00:29:05,720
Hey. I've never seen Emily cry before.

370
00:29:07,180 --> 00:29:08,180
Hey.

371
00:29:11,900 --> 00:29:13,180
Sorry about earlier, okay?

372
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:17,220
I told her how I knew she didn't mean
anything by bringing Benji around and...

373
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:22,120
And she was just a sweetheart who
believed in diversity and developing

374
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:23,120
countries.

375
00:29:28,420 --> 00:29:29,420
It's all my fault.

376
00:29:31,460 --> 00:29:34,340
No, no, no, no, no. You don't have to be
sorry, baby, okay?

377
00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:37,460
You don't ever have to be sorry. It's
okay.

378
00:29:56,949 --> 00:29:59,130
It was a while before she stopped
crying.

379
00:30:01,270 --> 00:30:02,290
And then we left.

380
00:30:03,210 --> 00:30:08,070
And then we fucked around and... It was
perfect.

381
00:30:40,810 --> 00:30:41,810
I joined the army.

382
00:30:46,310 --> 00:30:47,310
What?

383
00:30:49,830 --> 00:30:50,930
Why would you do that?

384
00:30:53,250 --> 00:30:54,570
Because I was sad, baby.

385
00:30:55,010 --> 00:30:56,390
So you joined the army?

386
00:30:56,830 --> 00:30:57,830
Yep.

387
00:31:06,190 --> 00:31:07,230
Maybe this will be good.

388
00:31:07,710 --> 00:31:09,810
You know, I can go away and you can go
to school in Montreal.

389
00:31:10,030 --> 00:31:12,470
I don't want to go to school in
Montreal. I thought you loved Montreal.

390
00:31:12,590 --> 00:31:15,650
No, the only reason why I was going to
Montreal was to get away from you.

391
00:31:21,030 --> 00:31:22,030
Because I love you.

392
00:31:47,719 --> 00:31:53,200
Look, I know school is important to you,
and you want to finish, right?

393
00:31:55,020 --> 00:32:01,840
Okay, so while you do this, I'm going to
do

394
00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:02,840
that.

395
00:32:05,020 --> 00:32:06,060
It's just a couple of years.

396
00:32:08,140 --> 00:32:09,880
Just a couple of years and a lifetime
together.

397
00:32:17,550 --> 00:32:22,410
You're in for me So

398
00:32:22,410 --> 00:32:40,010
we

399
00:32:40,010 --> 00:32:45,750
went down to the courthouse

400
00:32:47,310 --> 00:32:48,310
And we got married.

401
00:32:51,890 --> 00:32:53,170
And then we went to celebrate.

402
00:32:58,030 --> 00:33:00,590
It's as if we were the two most
beautiful things in the world.

403
00:33:02,150 --> 00:33:03,430
And no one had it on us.

404
00:33:13,010 --> 00:33:14,350
But the days ran out.

405
00:33:17,550 --> 00:33:19,170
And I had to go to basic training.

406
00:33:31,970 --> 00:33:33,350
First, we got the haircut.

407
00:33:34,610 --> 00:33:36,550
Welcome to the Army.

408
00:33:36,990 --> 00:33:41,230
For the next 10 weeks, the next thing
that comes out of your mouth is yes

409
00:33:41,230 --> 00:33:45,110
drill sergeant and no drill sergeant. Do
I make myself clear?

410
00:33:45,310 --> 00:33:49,950
That goes for you to get your haircut
too. You're not special.

411
00:33:50,350 --> 00:33:51,350
You're not special.

412
00:33:51,630 --> 00:33:53,190
Do I make myself clear?

413
00:33:54,410 --> 00:34:00,290
It needs to be louder than that. First
name Trill, last name Stark. Do I make

414
00:34:00,290 --> 00:34:01,290
myself clear?

415
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:08,440
You think you're still pretty? No, Joe
Sargent!

416
00:34:08,659 --> 00:34:10,400
You think you're still pretty? No, Joe
Sargent!

417
00:34:10,659 --> 00:34:12,040
Get the fuck up and get out of my chair!

418
00:34:12,340 --> 00:34:14,040
Go away! Go away! Bye-bye!

419
00:34:15,020 --> 00:34:16,940
Next, we got about a hundred fucking
shots.

420
00:34:19,060 --> 00:34:21,940
Next. Then I found out that I was
actually colorblind.

421
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:24,800
Thanks, Queens, a lot.

422
00:34:25,020 --> 00:34:26,179
Can I still be a medic?

423
00:34:26,380 --> 00:34:28,179
You know what colorblood is, right?

424
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:31,820
Next. We are your mommy, and we are your
dad.

425
00:34:32,300 --> 00:34:34,659
At no point do you get to do...

426
00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:39,020
What you want, when you want. That was a
lot of standing in line, and our legs

427
00:34:39,020 --> 00:34:40,380
ached because we weren't used to it.

428
00:34:40,659 --> 00:34:42,219
Do I make myself clear?

429
00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:45,639
Yes! Do I make myself clear?

430
00:34:45,860 --> 00:34:46,860
Yes!

431
00:34:47,199 --> 00:34:51,340
Look at this! Oh, my God! What are you
doing with your arms? Put them down! Put

432
00:34:51,340 --> 00:34:52,600
your fucking arms down!

433
00:34:53,219 --> 00:35:00,080
Your laces are going to be inside of
your shoes,

434
00:35:00,220 --> 00:35:02,160
and your shoes are going to be touching.

435
00:35:02,620 --> 00:35:03,620
Execute.

436
00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:16,040
Execute. I

437
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:23,600
had

438
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:26,540
us stripped down to our underwear and
duck walked the circuit of a big room.

439
00:35:27,260 --> 00:35:31,800
The room smelled of balls, unwashed, and
feet. Ditto.

440
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,700
All good?

441
00:35:36,220 --> 00:35:40,380
Next. And there was a man whose job it
was to take everybody's ass off.

442
00:35:42,410 --> 00:35:43,410
You got the pants?

443
00:35:43,610 --> 00:35:45,410
No, I really like this jacket, man.

444
00:35:46,490 --> 00:35:49,570
I'm gonna take my girl out for dinner in
this when I get home. Oh, yeah? Imagine

445
00:35:49,570 --> 00:35:51,110
all the patches and medals on it and
shit.

446
00:35:51,370 --> 00:35:52,730
Oh, you think you're gonna get a medal,
huh?

447
00:35:53,590 --> 00:35:55,670
That's your menace. I know I am.

448
00:35:56,590 --> 00:36:00,530
We've become friends on account of the
fact that we both wanted to be medics.

449
00:36:01,430 --> 00:36:03,690
He joined the army because he'd gotten
his girl pregnant.

450
00:36:04,050 --> 00:36:07,230
I love you so much, okay?

451
00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:10,550
And I want this.

452
00:36:12,430 --> 00:36:15,630
I'm gonna get a job, and I'm gonna take
care of both of you. Help.

453
00:36:17,730 --> 00:36:19,070
We'll figure it out, okay?

454
00:36:20,450 --> 00:36:23,430
Fuck it, too, you fucking weak, thick
crap!

455
00:36:23,970 --> 00:36:25,190
You ain't shit!

456
00:36:27,110 --> 00:36:28,110
There's a lot of yelling.

457
00:36:28,990 --> 00:36:31,150
Move! Move! Get up and go!

458
00:36:31,430 --> 00:36:32,870
You want to die, you piece of shit?

459
00:36:33,210 --> 00:36:35,310
They're hardies breathing down your piss
hole!

460
00:36:35,790 --> 00:36:38,270
They call us names like... You sick with
ass!

461
00:36:38,530 --> 00:36:40,130
Get up, you sick with ass!

462
00:36:40,620 --> 00:36:43,300
Our hands were... There's a goddamn dick
skinner!

463
00:36:43,540 --> 00:36:47,980
Our mouths were... Cock holster! You
shut that ugly cock holster!

464
00:36:48,220 --> 00:36:50,720
Drill sergeants pretended to be real
angry all the time.

465
00:36:51,140 --> 00:36:52,140
The fuck!

466
00:36:53,900 --> 00:36:58,740
Next time back, the fuck off! Or I might
wig out and snap your fucking neck!

467
00:36:59,120 --> 00:37:01,480
PTSD, they said. Hey, what are you
looking at? iPhone!

468
00:37:01,980 --> 00:37:06,700
Like this one time, Drill Sergeant Cole
punched me in the penis for no reason.

469
00:37:07,300 --> 00:37:08,300
Attention!

470
00:37:10,730 --> 00:37:13,130
Drill Sergeant Deco, he even choked the
kid.

471
00:37:14,270 --> 00:37:15,350
Drill Sergeant Deco.

472
00:37:20,710 --> 00:37:21,910
Drill Sergeant, that's Levine.

473
00:37:24,270 --> 00:37:26,190
It wasn't because of PTSD, though.

474
00:37:27,950 --> 00:37:29,330
Deco had never been anywhere.

475
00:37:30,150 --> 00:37:31,390
He was full of shit.

476
00:37:34,690 --> 00:37:39,250
Some of the drill sergeants had actually
seen Iraq, but they were full of shit,

477
00:37:39,290 --> 00:37:40,290
too.

478
00:37:42,740 --> 00:37:49,660
children who try to sneak up on American
soldiers so as to blow them the fuck

479
00:37:49,660 --> 00:37:50,660
up.

480
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:55,380
I had to run over the hand grenade
children with my truck.

481
00:37:56,220 --> 00:37:58,540
That's why I'm sticking ahead.

482
00:37:59,020 --> 00:38:00,080
Now let's go.

483
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:05,460
Holy crap. Wake up, son. Wake up, son.
Wake up.

484
00:38:24,140 --> 00:38:29,340
I started to get this weird feeling like
it was all just make-believe That we

485
00:38:29,340 --> 00:38:33,600
were just pretending to be soldiers the
drill sergeants were just pretending to

486
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:34,600
be drill sergeant

487
00:38:44,010 --> 00:38:45,850
And the army was pretending to be the
army.

488
00:38:53,130 --> 00:38:57,250
The only way not to graduate basic
training was to try and kill yourself.

489
00:38:59,930 --> 00:39:02,710
One kid tried to hang himself from a
water pipe in the latrine.

490
00:39:04,590 --> 00:39:06,490
Fucking hell, what the hell?

491
00:39:07,470 --> 00:39:10,890
Drone sergeant! He didn't die, but he
didn't graduate either.

492
00:39:11,510 --> 00:39:12,510
Can you hear me?

493
00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:22,300
They snuck out of the barracks.

494
00:39:23,060 --> 00:39:24,140
Yeah, but are you okay?

495
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:31,160
I'm good now.

496
00:39:35,100 --> 00:39:36,480
Heads down, asses down!

497
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:39,600
When they finally taught us how to be
medics, there was a lot of fucking

498
00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:40,600
around with mannequins.

499
00:39:40,780 --> 00:39:41,960
Let him bleed out, get the pressure on
there.

500
00:39:42,420 --> 00:39:44,460
His life is in your hands, come on,
let's go.

501
00:39:44,940 --> 00:39:46,180
Tick tock, tick tock.

502
00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:49,140
Tick tock, tick tock.

503
00:39:55,680 --> 00:39:59,400
There were mannequins that were just
trunks with heads. There were mannequins

504
00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:02,240
with rubber bones sticking out of their
legs. There were mannequins that could

505
00:40:02,240 --> 00:40:03,240
squirt fake blood.

506
00:40:03,340 --> 00:40:05,980
There were even little baby mannequins
with cherubim faces.

507
00:40:06,560 --> 00:40:07,760
Traumatic amputation.

508
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:10,840
You're a go.

509
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:12,480
Cardiopulmonary resuscitation.

510
00:40:12,900 --> 00:40:15,300
One and two and three and four and five.

511
00:40:16,660 --> 00:40:17,660
You're a go.

512
00:40:17,870 --> 00:40:21,010
Menes and I saved the lives of 47
dummies.

513
00:40:21,350 --> 00:40:22,970
And so we passed the class.

514
00:40:23,450 --> 00:40:24,450
Warrior Menes!

515
00:40:26,050 --> 00:40:28,930
You were told to come up with a company
chair.

516
00:40:30,510 --> 00:40:33,230
You had a week to do this.

517
00:40:34,250 --> 00:40:36,510
This is what is called a dead woman.

518
00:40:51,150 --> 00:40:57,670
the company chair i have taken what is
called the initiative and come up with

519
00:40:57,670 --> 00:41:04,010
one you will have to learn and this is
what he came up with warrior

520
00:41:04,010 --> 00:41:10,150
medics in the fight warrior medics in
the fight on the double day and night on

521
00:41:10,150 --> 00:41:15,210
the double day and night we will beat
out all the rest we will beat out all

522
00:41:15,210 --> 00:41:17,290
the rest charlie company is the

523
00:41:42,540 --> 00:41:45,520
company was called to attention,
something that happened no less than a

524
00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:49,520
million times on any given day, the
company cheer was to be recited in its

525
00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:50,520
entirety.

526
00:41:50,940 --> 00:41:51,940
No exceptions.

527
00:41:55,360 --> 00:42:01,460
And to make matters worse, after a
while, it got to be expected that the

528
00:42:01,460 --> 00:42:06,060
guidon bearer, which was me, would do
the robot throughout the refrain.

529
00:42:10,780 --> 00:42:12,970
So don't Join the fucking army.

530
00:43:01,420 --> 00:43:04,760
You were wide awake when you got on the
ground outside the wire for the first

531
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:07,340
time. You expected to get shot at any
moment.

532
00:43:08,500 --> 00:43:12,220
Even if you were in a spot where you
couldn't see anyone for miles, you were

533
00:43:12,220 --> 00:43:15,540
nevertheless sure that there was a Haji
out there who'd been waiting all day

534
00:43:15,540 --> 00:43:17,260
just to shoot you.

535
00:43:34,800 --> 00:43:39,720
Break, break, break. Raven Bates, Quebec
Romeo Foxtrot. We are seven minutes out

536
00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:41,200
on Route 6. Over.

537
00:43:43,220 --> 00:43:44,720
Number one, bump it up.

538
00:44:15,500 --> 00:44:17,460
Leave the base! God damn it!

539
00:44:17,700 --> 00:44:18,720
Leave the base!

540
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:22,140
We got two wounded over there!

541
00:44:22,740 --> 00:44:25,260
Hey, y'all do back here! I'll get the
cure out!

542
00:44:25,660 --> 00:44:26,660
Move it!

543
00:46:02,700 --> 00:46:03,700
That's it now!

544
00:46:43,120 --> 00:46:44,980
In the dust, I could see the man's face.

545
00:46:45,460 --> 00:46:50,460
His eyes were wild and grieving and he
was in his lizard brain.

546
00:46:50,940 --> 00:46:53,500
Hey! Hey! Look at me! Hey!

547
00:46:54,780 --> 00:46:57,260
We locked eyes and I said, I've got you!

548
00:46:57,860 --> 00:47:01,420
I said it real loud so he could hear me
over the helicopters and then I felt

549
00:47:01,420 --> 00:47:03,840
embarrassed because it was a stupid
thing to have said.

550
00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:11,580
You make me cry.

551
00:48:13,020 --> 00:48:18,100
You lay around and watch me die.

552
00:48:29,700 --> 00:48:30,700
Me,

553
00:48:32,860 --> 00:48:35,040
mistreater.

554
00:48:36,520 --> 00:48:38,340
Can't you see I'm real?

555
00:48:40,460 --> 00:48:45,640
Are you satisfied with the way you feel?

556
00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:53,800
Fuck.

557
00:48:54,700 --> 00:48:56,380
Fucking blood won't come out of my
wedding ring.

558
00:49:06,680 --> 00:49:07,680
Fuck!

559
00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:09,680
I've tried!

560
00:49:17,130 --> 00:49:20,050
In the early days, the infantry felt
like they were 10 feet tall and

561
00:49:20,050 --> 00:49:22,790
invincible. They were impatient to begin
killing.

562
00:49:24,290 --> 00:49:28,270
They wanted to kill so bad, there was
this profligate confidence in our

563
00:49:28,270 --> 00:49:31,490
firepower, and there was this bullshit
camaraderie.

564
00:49:56,430 --> 00:49:57,430
What the fuck happened?

565
00:50:01,650 --> 00:50:03,730
This guy, his guts were hanging out.

566
00:50:04,610 --> 00:50:05,850
We had to put him back in.

567
00:50:06,890 --> 00:50:07,910
Getting shot at.

568
00:50:08,450 --> 00:50:10,030
We had to run him to the chopper. Hey.

569
00:50:11,890 --> 00:50:14,510
I heard on the radio those guys you put
in the helicopter are dead.

570
00:50:15,870 --> 00:50:16,870
Shit.

571
00:50:17,910 --> 00:50:18,910
Hey, sorry.

572
00:50:19,270 --> 00:50:21,490
You sure those guys you put on the bird
today are dead?

573
00:50:21,730 --> 00:50:22,730
Who told you that?

574
00:50:23,070 --> 00:50:24,250
Arnold said he heard it on the net.

575
00:50:24,670 --> 00:50:25,670
Arnold's a fucking retard.

576
00:50:28,590 --> 00:50:30,470
I thought that's what I heard, Sergeant.
Shut up, Arnold.

577
00:50:32,030 --> 00:50:33,490
That's Staff Sergeant Green.

578
00:50:33,970 --> 00:50:36,310
He said he'd already killed 15 Hajis.

579
00:50:37,570 --> 00:50:38,910
He was a hard motherfucker.

580
00:50:40,850 --> 00:50:41,890
So they're not dead?

581
00:50:42,970 --> 00:50:44,730
Quit worrying about it so much, huh?

582
00:50:46,150 --> 00:50:47,450
You got your cherry popped today.

583
00:50:58,320 --> 00:50:59,540
Fucking casualties today.

584
00:51:00,300 --> 00:51:01,340
Out of the hundred.

585
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:04,260
And we're here for a fucking year.

586
00:51:05,240 --> 00:51:06,740
Here's worth of fucking days.

587
00:51:07,120 --> 00:51:08,120
Do the math.

588
00:51:09,460 --> 00:51:10,460
We're fucked.

589
00:51:12,140 --> 00:51:14,040
So what'd you guys think you were coming
here to do?

590
00:51:15,640 --> 00:51:16,640
Damn, listen.

591
00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:17,960
We're down here.

592
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:19,360
Truth hurts, baby.

593
00:51:21,380 --> 00:51:22,380
And he was right.

594
00:51:24,040 --> 00:51:25,580
Everything there was about dying.

595
00:51:28,300 --> 00:51:31,020
They even called the area we were
stationed in the Triangle of Death.

596
00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:40,100
And like idiots, we patrolled every inch
of it.

597
00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:48,860
Most days it felt like we were just
glorified scarecrows.

598
00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:53,300
Dare to look busy, expensive as fuck,
and dumber than shit.

599
00:52:00,910 --> 00:52:03,650
Look at that one in the dress. She looks
like Pebbles from Flintstones.

600
00:52:04,350 --> 00:52:05,810
Yeah, she is kind of cute.

601
00:52:06,290 --> 00:52:07,390
That's Sergeant North.

602
00:52:08,210 --> 00:52:11,470
He was from Idaho, and he was also a
killer.

603
00:52:14,530 --> 00:52:15,790
Get out of the way. Pebbles, come here.

604
00:52:48,500 --> 00:52:51,800
On Christmas Day, the Denver Mustang
cheerleaders arrived.

605
00:53:05,740 --> 00:53:08,100
They waved and bounced with their white
teeth.

606
00:53:08,300 --> 00:53:09,980
The whole thing seemed goddamn awful.

607
00:53:10,240 --> 00:53:12,940
Beautiful women with skin like expensive
cream.

608
00:53:17,740 --> 00:53:21,140
It wasn't like they were going to fuck
you, and that's what it was all about.

609
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:26,580
You were supposed to want to fuck them,
and they were supposed to not fuck you.

610
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:38,420
But I was okay with that. I didn't even
watch porn, you know.

611
00:53:41,420 --> 00:53:43,360
I jerk off in the port-a-shitters.

612
00:53:45,380 --> 00:53:46,820
Didn't even think of other girls.

613
00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:50,080
Fuck me.

614
00:53:53,800 --> 00:53:54,800
Fuck me.

615
00:53:58,680 --> 00:54:01,020
I'm not ashamed of this. I just try to
be good.

616
00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:05,400
Miss you so goddamn much, baby.

617
00:54:06,260 --> 00:54:07,260
I miss you, too.

618
00:54:09,180 --> 00:54:10,500
Hey, I've got some really good news.

619
00:54:10,860 --> 00:54:11,860
Oh, yeah? What's that?

620
00:54:12,580 --> 00:54:14,660
Your parents offered to help us buy a
starter home.

621
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:23,060
You there? Yeah, I'm here. I just, uh...
I'm happy, that's all. Tom.

622
00:54:23,940 --> 00:54:25,160
Jesus, man, I'm on the phone.

623
00:54:25,420 --> 00:54:27,500
Hurry the fuck up. I'm on the fucking
phone, dude.

624
00:54:29,620 --> 00:54:31,960
I think about you everywhere I go, baby.

625
00:54:32,490 --> 00:54:35,370
Fuck you, new dick. Fuck you,
motherfucker. I'm on the goddamn phone.

626
00:54:35,570 --> 00:54:36,570
Hurry the fuck up.

627
00:54:37,090 --> 00:54:40,550
What is it? It's nothing, baby. I
just... I can't wait to be home with

628
00:54:40,550 --> 00:54:41,550
you. Time, private.

629
00:54:45,310 --> 00:54:46,310
Time, private!

630
00:54:49,630 --> 00:54:50,630
You gotta go, baby.

631
00:54:51,530 --> 00:54:53,050
And I love you. I love you, too.

632
00:54:55,650 --> 00:54:56,650
It's all yours, Sarge.

633
00:55:11,200 --> 00:55:13,160
Um, hey, dude, look at this guy's hand.

634
00:55:14,540 --> 00:55:15,540
What?

635
00:55:16,400 --> 00:55:17,560
Hey, excuse me, Sarge?

636
00:55:18,840 --> 00:55:21,500
Yeah. Oh, would you take a look at this
guy's hand?

637
00:55:25,460 --> 00:55:26,460
Cellulitis.

638
00:55:27,760 --> 00:55:29,120
More out of antibiotic.

639
00:55:32,379 --> 00:55:33,660
So what can I do for this guy?

640
00:55:35,780 --> 00:55:37,180
Don't eat shit and die.

641
00:55:38,080 --> 00:55:41,660
Okay, you gotta tell him to go to a
hospital, be a doctor, and get some

642
00:55:41,660 --> 00:55:43,720
antibiotics, because we don't have any
medicine here.

643
00:55:44,560 --> 00:55:45,740
Yeah, you're welcome.

644
00:55:46,020 --> 00:55:49,680
Make sure he gets to a hospital, okay?
He won't take us. Well, you just gotta

645
00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:50,479
try, buddy.

646
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:51,480
All right,

647
00:55:53,140 --> 00:55:54,140
who's next?

648
00:56:06,380 --> 00:56:07,380
Fuck this again.

649
00:56:08,960 --> 00:56:10,140
Hey, Pebbles, come here.

650
00:56:11,300 --> 00:56:13,140
Come here. No, she's all right, man.
Come here.

651
00:56:14,180 --> 00:56:15,360
What the fuck are you doing?

652
00:56:15,800 --> 00:56:17,740
This? This is for you, okay?

653
00:56:17,960 --> 00:56:19,520
I want you to have this. That's for you.

654
00:56:20,140 --> 00:56:21,019
All right.

655
00:56:21,020 --> 00:56:22,020
Hey!

656
00:56:27,460 --> 00:56:28,460
Ah, shit, man!

657
00:56:28,720 --> 00:56:29,720
Shut it!

658
00:56:31,520 --> 00:56:32,680
Oh, look at that.

659
00:56:34,160 --> 00:56:35,480
Made our fucking day.

660
00:56:40,650 --> 00:56:41,650
I would love right now.

661
00:56:42,450 --> 00:56:43,450
Taco?

662
00:56:44,730 --> 00:56:45,750
Fuck you, bitch.

663
00:56:46,410 --> 00:56:47,410
Fuck you.

664
00:56:47,710 --> 00:56:51,190
Yes, a motherfucking taco. Yes, I would
love a taco. What do you want in your

665
00:56:51,190 --> 00:56:52,270
taco? Some carne asada.

666
00:56:52,790 --> 00:56:54,570
Some fucking guacamole.

667
00:56:55,370 --> 00:56:57,710
Some onions. What? Yeah. Oh, fuck you.

668
00:56:59,090 --> 00:57:00,270
My girl's the only one.

669
00:57:01,830 --> 00:57:03,170
For real? Yeah, bro.

670
00:57:04,390 --> 00:57:06,050
The only one? The only one.

671
00:57:06,350 --> 00:57:08,590
But Batista too, right? Fuck you, bitch.

672
00:57:10,220 --> 00:57:11,700
What you reckon they're doing right now?

673
00:57:13,880 --> 00:57:16,100
Probably with, you know, her new dude.

674
00:57:18,620 --> 00:57:20,160
You know, I'll have to kill him.

675
00:57:21,060 --> 00:57:22,260
Some big-ass dude.

676
00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:27,140
He's been away a year, and his wife has
a one-month-old baby.

677
00:57:28,020 --> 00:57:29,640
Dude, she fucking says it's his.

678
00:57:33,060 --> 00:57:34,540
I fucking hate it here, dude.

679
00:57:36,460 --> 00:57:37,660
I just want to go home.

680
00:57:42,220 --> 00:57:43,220
Raven Base!

681
00:57:43,300 --> 00:57:44,300
Raven Base!

682
00:57:45,140 --> 00:57:47,420
This is Echo 5 November, over.

683
00:57:47,680 --> 00:57:49,400
Echo 5 November, Red Base.

684
00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:50,840
We're going to get off this line.

685
00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:52,700
Copy that, over.

686
00:57:53,440 --> 00:57:54,460
Leave this at 2.

687
00:57:54,960 --> 00:57:55,960
Don't believe.

688
00:57:56,060 --> 00:57:57,780
We're going to get off this line to the
right.

689
00:57:58,100 --> 00:57:59,100
Copy that.

690
00:58:00,460 --> 00:58:01,980
Excuse me, Sergeant Norton.

691
00:58:02,220 --> 00:58:03,560
What is it, fuck's sake?

692
00:58:03,980 --> 00:58:06,140
I don't think we should try and drive
through here, Sergeant.

693
00:58:06,380 --> 00:58:07,760
I think we ought to stay on the road.

694
00:58:08,280 --> 00:58:11,180
Oh, is that what you think, you fucking
BFC wannabe apartment?

695
00:58:12,790 --> 00:58:15,010
That road runs right through an oh-shit
zone.

696
00:58:15,710 --> 00:58:18,250
You want me to put all these men in
danger because you don't want to save

697
00:58:18,250 --> 00:58:19,250
two fuckers, innit?

698
00:58:19,750 --> 00:58:23,130
When I went out with Burson, we got four
vehicles stuck trying to drive through

699
00:58:23,130 --> 00:58:24,130
this shit, Sergeant.

700
00:58:25,110 --> 00:58:26,110
It's fine to me.

701
00:58:27,170 --> 00:58:29,110
It ain't fine. It's the shit that's
underneath. Enough!

702
00:58:30,890 --> 00:58:32,230
Close your fucking man, please.

703
00:58:33,130 --> 00:58:35,750
All right, Cheetah.

704
00:58:44,360 --> 00:58:48,640
Stop the fucking vehicle!

705
00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:50,360
Stop!

706
00:58:51,660 --> 00:58:52,660
Hey, yo.

707
00:58:52,860 --> 00:58:54,160
What'd I fucking say, man?

708
00:58:54,420 --> 00:58:55,420
Cheetah!

709
00:58:56,260 --> 00:59:00,340
Get your vitamin-depleted ass up here
and get this POS out the fucking mud.

710
00:59:01,100 --> 00:59:02,940
Hey, I wouldn't do that if I were you,
Sergeant.

711
00:59:03,820 --> 00:59:07,160
That's exactly what we did. You'll only
make things harder for QRF when they get

712
00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:10,260
here. You need a Bradley and a tow
cable, sir.

713
00:59:11,230 --> 00:59:12,750
The fuck up.

714
00:59:14,450 --> 00:59:15,590
Roger that, Sergeant.

715
00:59:29,330 --> 00:59:30,330
V!

716
00:59:33,650 --> 00:59:35,730
Go get me a fucking gun.

717
00:59:39,350 --> 00:59:40,410
He's stuck here.

718
00:59:40,950 --> 00:59:45,490
Moss says QRF can't get here for a few
hours. He wants me, Yuri Lessing, and

719
00:59:45,490 --> 00:59:47,990
him and his to go back and get a Bradley
with a tow cable.

720
00:59:48,230 --> 00:59:49,229
Yeah, no shit.

721
00:59:49,230 --> 00:59:51,070
You're on radio watch, smartass.

722
00:59:51,370 --> 00:59:52,530
No, tell him to go fuck himself.

723
00:59:52,930 --> 00:59:54,930
Really? Yeah, for real. Tell him to go
fuck himself.

724
00:59:55,490 --> 00:59:57,230
Batista! It's coming now, Sarge!

725
00:59:57,670 --> 00:59:58,990
Come on, guys! Let's go!

726
00:59:59,570 --> 01:00:01,170
Move out! Oh, what are you, North
Bottom?

727
01:00:01,390 --> 01:00:05,090
No. I don't want to spend the next four
hours waiting to be shot.

728
01:00:05,310 --> 01:00:06,570
That's cute. He just loves America.

729
01:00:06,910 --> 01:00:07,910
I do.

730
01:00:08,279 --> 01:00:11,400
So let's get out of this fucking shit
hole sandbox and let's go home. Come on!

731
01:00:12,480 --> 01:00:15,560
Hey, don't let North fuck with you too
hard, alright? I think he means don't

732
01:00:15,560 --> 01:00:17,860
let North fuck with you too hard. Oh,
you ain't got a big dick?

733
01:00:18,340 --> 01:00:19,340
Fucking asshole.

734
01:00:58,250 --> 01:01:00,810
The smell is something that you already
know.

735
01:01:02,790 --> 01:01:04,370
It's coated in your blood.

736
01:01:05,370 --> 01:01:08,810
The smoke gets in your pores and every
gland.

737
01:01:09,030 --> 01:01:10,730
Your mouth is full of it.

738
01:01:12,570 --> 01:01:15,050
To the point where you might as well be
eating the shit.

739
01:01:31,150 --> 01:01:32,210
No contact. We didn't see anything.

740
01:01:36,970 --> 01:01:37,970
We'll go get me a Barbie.

741
01:01:40,210 --> 01:01:41,210
We'll go get the bodies.

742
01:01:44,770 --> 01:01:46,390
Hey, bring the bags.

743
01:01:57,050 --> 01:01:58,050
Private.

744
01:02:10,250 --> 01:02:11,250
That was my thing.

745
01:02:13,350 --> 01:02:15,490
Our driver was Yuri.

746
01:02:21,550 --> 01:02:23,550
Our gutter was Batista.

747
01:02:35,630 --> 01:02:39,230
That's Private Jimenez in the back.

748
01:02:46,420 --> 01:02:51,220
Captain, my gloves are melting, Captain.
It's all right. It's all right. Just try

749
01:02:51,220 --> 01:02:52,640
hooking your arms instead.

750
01:02:53,220 --> 01:02:54,220
Yes, sir.

751
01:02:56,500 --> 01:02:58,540
I got it. You did?

752
01:02:58,820 --> 01:02:59,820
Yeah.

753
01:03:45,930 --> 01:03:48,490
Suddenly there was nothing interesting
about it anymore.

754
01:04:00,090 --> 01:04:01,130
There was nothing.

755
01:04:29,420 --> 01:04:30,420
Yeah, baby, I'm here.

756
01:04:32,060 --> 01:04:33,500
You're gonna make it through this, okay?

757
01:04:36,280 --> 01:04:37,940
I know that you're gonna make it through
this.

758
01:04:41,180 --> 01:04:43,000
Could you just talk about you for a
second?

759
01:04:44,060 --> 01:04:45,060
What's going on with you?

760
01:05:06,800 --> 01:05:07,598
Baby, I'm here.

761
01:05:07,600 --> 01:05:12,500
I just... Are you sure you're doing
okay?

762
01:05:13,440 --> 01:05:14,740
I just need you. That's all.

763
01:06:28,490 --> 01:06:32,710
After Private First Class Jimenez was
killed in battle, this soldier went on

764
01:06:32,710 --> 01:06:37,290
to take care of his platoon as well,
serving three platoons in total to

765
01:06:37,290 --> 01:06:40,610
complete more combat missions than any
other medic in his capacity. I don't

766
01:06:40,610 --> 01:06:41,950
want to get the fuck out of here. I just
don't feel like I've done anything to go

767
01:06:41,950 --> 01:06:43,450
running into a gymnasium about.

768
01:06:43,690 --> 01:06:46,630
It is my honor to present to you the
Medal of Valor.

769
01:06:46,970 --> 01:06:49,610
My one true accomplishment was not
dying.

770
01:06:50,250 --> 01:06:51,910
I didn't really have anything to do with
that.

771
01:06:52,990 --> 01:06:55,110
Congratulations, Specialist. Thank you,
First Sergeant.

772
01:07:36,250 --> 01:07:39,570
Emily drove me back to Ohio and I got to
see her new house.

773
01:08:08,940 --> 01:08:13,240
I started taking night classes at a
school Emily was working at, and I got a

774
01:08:13,240 --> 01:08:15,100
job that paid eight bucks an hour.

775
01:08:16,479 --> 01:08:17,960
Roy's cousin Joe helped me get it.

776
01:08:21,800 --> 01:08:22,800
There's coffee.

777
01:08:24,340 --> 01:08:25,340
Spoiled books.

778
01:08:25,420 --> 01:08:29,080
No one there but Joe and I had ever had
anything to do with war or murders or

779
01:08:29,080 --> 01:08:30,080
anything like that.

780
01:08:30,540 --> 01:08:33,140
The world meant something different to
them than it did to us.

781
01:08:36,910 --> 01:08:41,270
And after he got back, Joe had problems
for a while. All I did was ask you if

782
01:08:41,270 --> 01:08:44,450
you really needed to keep drinking,
seeing as you're already shit-faced. And

783
01:08:44,450 --> 01:08:47,130
I said that I did. And I said no, you
did not!

784
01:08:51,430 --> 01:08:52,630
Oh, shit! Fuck!

785
01:08:54,950 --> 01:08:55,950
Stop the car!

786
01:08:59,810 --> 01:09:01,830
I mean, he wasn't the only one with
problems.

787
01:09:03,149 --> 01:09:06,069
I didn't sleep.

788
01:09:06,800 --> 01:09:08,319
When I did, I jumped a violin.

789
01:09:13,380 --> 01:09:16,380
Are you okay?

790
01:09:20,700 --> 01:09:25,340
I shit blood, I farted blood, and then I
craved sleep.

791
01:09:44,930 --> 01:09:48,250
Basically I was being a sad crazy fuck
about the horrors I'd seen.

792
01:10:12,510 --> 01:10:13,510
Hurry, we'll be late.

793
01:10:14,640 --> 01:10:15,680
Yeah, to be sure.

794
01:10:35,380 --> 01:10:36,380
Hey.

795
01:10:38,820 --> 01:10:40,320
Thank you for thinking to do this.

796
01:10:45,350 --> 01:10:46,610
Are we the only ones dressed up?

797
01:10:51,030 --> 01:10:52,050
It didn't happen.

798
01:10:53,330 --> 01:10:54,330
He didn't notice.

799
01:10:56,230 --> 01:10:59,630
All these middle-aged people with money,
for Christ's sakes. And they can't even

800
01:10:59,630 --> 01:11:02,210
be bothered to wear a jacket to the
fucking theater.

801
01:11:02,530 --> 01:11:04,790
Stop. Yeah, I'm talking to you. What's
your problem, dude?

802
01:11:05,010 --> 01:11:07,350
Dude, what's your problem? My problem's
the fact you didn't even have the

803
01:11:07,350 --> 01:11:10,650
decency to take off your L.L. Bean
before you came from the fucking golf

804
01:11:10,650 --> 01:11:12,070
club. Please be quiet.

805
01:11:12,440 --> 01:11:13,440
Fuck you, motherfucker.

806
01:11:13,580 --> 01:11:17,060
No, babe, we're not going anywhere. I
would really like to leave.

807
01:11:18,540 --> 01:11:20,240
It's all right, man. There's nothing to
fucking look at.

808
01:11:20,820 --> 01:11:21,960
This guy's just an asshole.

809
01:11:56,660 --> 01:11:57,660
I want to leave.

810
01:11:58,540 --> 01:12:05,400
I punched the bathroom mirror on
accident while I was washing my hands.

811
01:12:06,920 --> 01:12:07,920
Come on, we gotta go.

812
01:12:08,180 --> 01:12:09,960
I mean, we gotta go right fucking now.
Let's go.

813
01:12:18,600 --> 01:12:20,960
And when I went home, I took a few more
Xanax.

814
01:12:33,800 --> 01:12:37,160
That also happened to be the night that
James Lightfoot tried coming around to

815
01:12:37,160 --> 01:12:40,560
welcome me back, but he got arrested
breaking into my house.

816
01:12:41,500 --> 01:12:42,500
Hey, man.

817
01:12:44,020 --> 01:12:45,020
Hey.

818
01:12:46,140 --> 01:12:48,540
Wake up.

819
01:12:49,380 --> 01:12:51,060
Hey, man, what the fuck was you?

820
01:12:52,940 --> 01:12:57,740
Except it wasn't my house. Fucking dumb
shit broke into the wrong house.

821
01:12:59,820 --> 01:13:03,660
Since I left for Iraq, James had busted
up his knee working for the highway

822
01:13:03,660 --> 01:13:06,400
department and gotten into using
Oxycontin pretty bad.

823
01:13:10,680 --> 01:13:17,680
After I bailed him out, he started
hanging around

824
01:13:17,680 --> 01:13:18,680
a lot.

825
01:13:20,200 --> 01:13:21,920
Are you alright?

826
01:13:22,840 --> 01:13:24,300
No, no, no.

827
01:13:24,780 --> 01:13:25,920
No, I'm not alright.

828
01:13:27,220 --> 01:13:28,220
Help me.

829
01:13:29,800 --> 01:13:30,800
one.

830
01:14:03,080 --> 01:14:05,400
A few weeks later, James asked me to
take him to the bank.

831
01:14:19,220 --> 01:14:21,400
James wanted me to talk to the teller
for him.

832
01:14:21,840 --> 01:14:23,220
Because he said I could talk good.

833
01:14:26,160 --> 01:14:27,160
Shit.

834
01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:29,440
I'm going to sign my checks over to you.

835
01:14:30,360 --> 01:14:31,720
And you're going to give me the cash.

836
01:14:34,100 --> 01:14:36,080
If you won't let me have a bank account.

837
01:14:37,060 --> 01:14:38,900
Because I'm in check systems.

838
01:14:40,100 --> 01:14:41,720
My credit's totally fucked.

839
01:14:42,860 --> 01:14:43,860
Come on.

840
01:14:45,520 --> 01:14:49,240
I can't cash these checks, sir. It
wasn't exactly a smash hit. The teller

841
01:14:49,240 --> 01:14:52,980
thought I was being a dick because I was
high on Oxycontin. And I wasn't exactly

842
01:14:52,980 --> 01:14:55,780
trying to hide the fact that I thought
he was an asshole. You know what?

843
01:14:57,120 --> 01:14:59,020
You're an asshole and I'd like to speak
to your manager.

844
01:14:59,700 --> 01:15:01,220
Well, I am the manager.

845
01:15:04,660 --> 01:15:06,200
Well, you're still an asshole.

846
01:15:06,620 --> 01:15:10,860
Okay. I'm a fucking war veteran, dude.
You're fucking treating me like an

847
01:15:10,860 --> 01:15:14,000
undesirable. Hey, look, I don't know
what I'm going to do about this, but I'm

848
01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:17,360
sure this isn't the way you're supposed
to treat people, fucker. Have a good day

849
01:15:17,360 --> 01:15:18,360
now.

850
01:15:19,040 --> 01:15:19,839
Thanks, guys.

851
01:15:19,840 --> 01:15:21,220
Thank you. Thanks for the help.

852
01:15:22,860 --> 01:15:25,500
Fuck yeah, you get the money? No way to
get the fucking money.

853
01:15:33,680 --> 01:15:35,900
Hey, man, it's really unfortunate how
that all just played out.

854
01:15:37,280 --> 01:15:38,280
Sorry, dude.

855
01:15:40,540 --> 01:15:42,900
Well, thanks anyway.

856
01:15:43,340 --> 01:15:44,340
Sure, yeah.

857
01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:48,820
Do you think I could get some more of
those pills?

858
01:15:54,460 --> 01:15:55,640
Everything had changed.

859
01:15:56,760 --> 01:15:58,360
And nothing had changed.

860
01:15:59,860 --> 01:16:02,560
The problem was is I really liked Oxy.

861
01:16:03,150 --> 01:16:06,790
Made me feel a type of way so I wasn't
about taking shit from anyone.

862
01:16:07,150 --> 01:16:08,150
Where the hell have you been?

863
01:16:09,990 --> 01:16:10,990
No.

864
01:16:12,970 --> 01:16:13,970
Where have you been?

865
01:16:14,770 --> 01:16:17,850
You were supposed to be home three hours
ago. What the fuck did you do?

866
01:16:19,150 --> 01:16:20,710
What are you fucking taking?

867
01:16:21,210 --> 01:16:22,890
I'll tell you what I haven't been
taking.

868
01:16:24,030 --> 01:16:25,030
It's your shit.

869
01:16:26,070 --> 01:16:28,770
I'm not taking your shit.

870
01:16:32,560 --> 01:16:35,700
I promised Emily I'd find a better way
of dealing with my warship than just

871
01:16:35,700 --> 01:16:36,700
taking pills.

872
01:16:50,900 --> 01:16:53,560
Have you been experiencing any suicidal
thoughts?

873
01:16:58,100 --> 01:16:59,100
Sometimes, yeah.

874
01:17:03,400 --> 01:17:07,400
If I died in Iraq, she'd be happier now,
you know?

875
01:17:09,060 --> 01:17:10,600
She would have been sad for a while.

876
01:17:13,660 --> 01:17:15,120
Ultimately, her life would have been
better.

877
01:17:19,780 --> 01:17:20,880
How long you been back?

878
01:17:21,200 --> 01:17:22,200
Eight months.

879
01:17:24,440 --> 01:17:26,800
Have you been evaluated for PTSD before?

880
01:17:29,220 --> 01:17:30,440
Isn't that what we're doing here?

881
01:17:33,740 --> 01:17:34,740
I mean, I tried.

882
01:17:35,920 --> 01:17:40,080
You guys kept transferring my file. I
guess someone left and they knew someone

883
01:17:40,080 --> 01:17:41,340
was trying to get caught up. I don't
know.

884
01:17:43,380 --> 01:17:44,380
Uh-huh.

885
01:17:46,920 --> 01:17:48,360
Are you currently on any medications?

886
01:17:49,140 --> 01:17:50,140
Xanax.

887
01:17:51,220 --> 01:17:53,100
It's for my anxiety, but they don't work
anymore.

888
01:17:54,880 --> 01:17:55,880
How's your pain level?

889
01:17:56,660 --> 01:17:58,300
Like mental pain or physical pain?

890
01:17:58,980 --> 01:17:59,980
Both.

891
01:18:03,400 --> 01:18:04,339
9 out of 10.

892
01:18:04,340 --> 01:18:08,280
Have you ever heard of Oxycontin?

893
01:18:12,240 --> 01:18:16,000
Naturally, Emily was pissed, and she'd
understandably reached her limit.

894
01:18:23,300 --> 01:18:24,300
Fine.

895
01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:27,260
These are for me now.

896
01:18:27,640 --> 01:18:32,100
Because I would love... I would love...

897
01:18:58,190 --> 01:19:00,190
I wish I never told you I was leaving.

898
01:19:07,190 --> 01:19:08,290
For Montreal.

899
01:19:17,370 --> 01:19:20,870
Remember when he used to wear that white
ribbon around your neck?

900
01:19:24,930 --> 01:19:26,170
That was my jam.

901
01:19:29,930 --> 01:19:30,930
I like that.

902
01:19:43,370 --> 01:19:45,750
Can't see that we'll ever make it back
there, though.

903
01:20:01,000 --> 01:20:02,000
I'm okay with that.

904
01:20:07,420 --> 01:20:08,420
Yeah.

905
01:20:12,240 --> 01:20:13,420
Me too.

906
01:20:28,100 --> 01:20:29,360
And that...

907
01:20:29,630 --> 01:20:32,450
is how we became addicts.

908
01:20:48,270 --> 01:20:49,590
Babe, how do you want your eggs?

909
01:20:50,510 --> 01:20:53,710
Can you walk Lavinia today? I need to
leave in like 10 minutes.

910
01:20:54,110 --> 01:20:55,650
Want them scrambled or sunny-side up?

911
01:20:55,910 --> 01:20:57,350
Scrambled, please. On toast.

912
01:20:57,610 --> 01:20:58,610
What, like in a sandwich?

913
01:20:59,110 --> 01:21:00,110
Yeah.

914
01:21:00,630 --> 01:21:01,630
Like a sandwich.

915
01:21:04,550 --> 01:21:10,010
The story of being a dope fiend is that
you could kill yourself real slow, but

916
01:21:10,010 --> 01:21:12,010
you're not like a million fucking bucks
doing it.

917
01:21:13,750 --> 01:21:17,890
Hey, today's the day that I stay late,
so you need to be there by five or I'm

918
01:21:17,890 --> 01:21:18,890
not going to make it through class.

919
01:21:19,410 --> 01:21:20,410
Professor's still out.

920
01:21:20,690 --> 01:21:23,010
I got you. You said five, right?

921
01:21:23,290 --> 01:21:25,530
Five p.m. Thank you.

922
01:21:27,430 --> 01:21:30,290
At first we said we'd get a dog and we
wouldn't be dope fiends.

923
01:21:30,550 --> 01:21:34,330
But we stayed dope fiends. So now we're
just dope fiends with a dog.

924
01:21:34,630 --> 01:21:35,630
I gotta go.

925
01:21:36,750 --> 01:21:37,750
I love you.

926
01:21:39,670 --> 01:21:40,670
Don't forget.

927
01:21:43,250 --> 01:21:45,910
See her knitting in my hand in her empty
chair ready for me.

928
01:21:46,610 --> 01:21:47,790
I cry with expectation.

929
01:21:49,850 --> 01:21:50,850
Leah?

930
01:21:51,350 --> 01:21:53,110
Keep reading. I'm gonna run to the
restroom.

931
01:22:13,040 --> 01:22:14,820
Of course the future looked bad, though.

932
01:22:17,180 --> 01:22:18,240
You went into debt.

933
01:22:24,080 --> 01:22:27,240
Stabbed your parents in the heart over
and over and over again.

934
01:22:29,560 --> 01:22:33,360
Old friends stayed away, new friends
would eat your eyes out with a fucking

935
01:22:33,360 --> 01:22:34,360
spoon.

936
01:22:48,750 --> 01:22:50,510
But there was always more heroin to be
done.

937
01:22:51,290 --> 01:22:53,990
And that would usually serve to settle
things down for a bit.

938
01:22:55,010 --> 01:22:58,670
If you could front me like another 80, I
got money from the G.I. Bill coming in

939
01:22:58,670 --> 01:22:59,670
on Friday.

940
01:23:05,930 --> 01:23:08,990
Put that grilled cheese for me. If you
didn't know any better, you would have

941
01:23:08,990 --> 01:23:11,690
thought that this guy was Biff from Back
to the Future.

942
01:23:12,150 --> 01:23:13,170
But he wasn't.

943
01:23:13,530 --> 01:23:14,530
He was pills.

944
01:23:15,990 --> 01:23:16,990
And he was coke.

945
01:23:20,450 --> 01:23:22,590
Hey, man, you want me to put this on a
plate? It looks done.

946
01:23:23,030 --> 01:23:24,550
Shelly, come get your toasted cheese.

947
01:23:30,930 --> 01:23:31,930
Hey.

948
01:23:33,510 --> 01:23:34,590
What are you guys doing?

949
01:23:35,990 --> 01:23:37,330
Making some special candy.

950
01:23:38,350 --> 01:23:39,350
I like candy.

951
01:23:40,170 --> 01:23:41,170
Can I try it?

952
01:23:43,550 --> 01:23:44,550
That depends.

953
01:23:45,890 --> 01:23:47,170
What do you think, junkie?

954
01:23:47,840 --> 01:23:49,720
Should she try some special candy?

955
01:23:51,040 --> 01:23:52,040
All right.

956
01:23:52,500 --> 01:23:54,080
Open wide for the choo-choo.

957
01:24:00,040 --> 01:24:02,660
Choo-choo! And everyone you met was a
fucker.

958
01:24:03,460 --> 01:24:06,660
Fuck you, dude. Are you really not going
to front me that 80? I don't know, man.

959
01:24:06,900 --> 01:24:08,260
80's a lot of money to some people.

960
01:24:08,660 --> 01:24:09,660
Please, dude, come on.

961
01:24:11,800 --> 01:24:14,340
Maybe, but you got to go see a guy in
Buckeye for me.

962
01:24:14,860 --> 01:24:16,900
Okay. Pick up something for Black.

963
01:24:18,090 --> 01:24:19,090
It's large.

964
01:24:19,130 --> 01:24:23,570
Yeah. What am I picking up? It's a safe,
and don't fucking ask what's in it. Why,

965
01:24:23,590 --> 01:24:24,590
what's in it?

966
01:24:25,650 --> 01:24:26,970
You are a cunt, Nugget.

967
01:24:29,290 --> 01:24:31,230
Please, please tell me you scored.

968
01:24:31,830 --> 01:24:33,050
What the fuck is this?

969
01:24:33,350 --> 01:24:37,770
What? Oh, Pilsen Coke asked me to watch
the safe for him. That fucking guy?

970
01:24:38,230 --> 01:24:39,910
I hate that fucking guy.

971
01:24:40,130 --> 01:24:42,670
That fucking guy flung it at us, so it
felt like the right thing to do.

972
01:24:52,170 --> 01:24:53,029
You good?

973
01:24:53,030 --> 01:24:53,430
I

974
01:24:53,430 --> 01:25:00,430
told you

975
01:25:00,430 --> 01:25:01,430
that guy was a scumbag.

976
01:25:01,930 --> 01:25:03,630
This dope isn't doing shit for me.

977
01:25:05,630 --> 01:25:10,690
And here you are, watching his safe that
probably has all the good shit in it.

978
01:25:14,210 --> 01:25:15,670
So he called James Lightfoot.

979
01:25:16,270 --> 01:25:17,730
He used to work for a locksmith.

980
01:25:35,970 --> 01:25:37,190
Okay. Did it work?

981
01:25:37,750 --> 01:25:38,750
Oh, yeah.

982
01:25:38,930 --> 01:25:40,290
Yeah, it totally fucking worked.

983
01:25:40,630 --> 01:25:41,630
Genius.

984
01:25:48,450 --> 01:25:49,450
Get him.

985
01:25:49,710 --> 01:25:50,648
Get him.

986
01:25:50,650 --> 01:25:51,650
Get angry, baby.

987
01:26:49,460 --> 01:26:50,940
Get rid of all the jokes quick

988
01:26:59,100 --> 01:27:02,280
What are you doing? That's not gonna
fucking work!

989
01:27:06,940 --> 01:27:07,940
Okay,

990
01:27:08,420 --> 01:27:09,420
listen to me.

991
01:27:09,620 --> 01:27:12,820
Stay like that.

992
01:27:16,440 --> 01:27:18,320
Let's do this nice and peaceful!

993
01:27:23,480 --> 01:27:26,780
Oh, what a fucking dumbass.

994
01:27:53,960 --> 01:27:55,380
How much fucking shit was even in there?

995
01:27:59,460 --> 01:28:00,460
Help me!

996
01:28:03,940 --> 01:28:04,940
A lot.

997
01:28:05,940 --> 01:28:06,940
Fuck.

998
01:28:07,700 --> 01:28:09,640
You said you were the fucking police,
dumbass.

999
01:28:11,280 --> 01:28:13,580
Fucking put this shit on me, you don't-
It wasn't my fault!

1000
01:28:13,820 --> 01:28:14,820
It wasn't my fault!

1001
01:28:15,640 --> 01:28:16,640
Stop!

1002
01:28:16,860 --> 01:28:19,120
Stop! Stop! You're gonna kill him! Stop!

1003
01:28:29,750 --> 01:28:31,650
All right, let me tell you what's going
to happen.

1004
01:28:32,670 --> 01:28:36,370
Black is going to put on his black mask.

1005
01:28:36,890 --> 01:28:41,490
What? His black mask. What black mask?
His black mask. His fucking black mask.

1006
01:28:41,590 --> 01:28:43,250
He's going to put on his motherfucking
black mask.

1007
01:28:43,590 --> 01:28:46,070
He's going to put on his black mask.

1008
01:28:46,270 --> 01:28:47,690
I don't know what it means.

1009
01:28:48,910 --> 01:28:51,250
He's going to kill us all.

1010
01:28:53,290 --> 01:28:57,570
He's gonna kill you. He's gonna kill
you. Who the fuck's gonna kill that cunt

1011
01:28:57,570 --> 01:28:58,570
nugget?

1012
01:28:58,710 --> 01:29:01,150
And guess what then? He's gonna fucking
kill me.

1013
01:29:05,810 --> 01:29:12,470
Unless you can give me a giant

1014
01:29:12,470 --> 01:29:15,970
fucking shitwad of cash right now.

1015
01:29:17,590 --> 01:29:19,110
We don't have any money.

1016
01:29:21,410 --> 01:29:22,610
We don't even have...

1017
01:29:24,800 --> 01:29:26,060
I have a plan.

1018
01:29:28,400 --> 01:29:29,400
I have a plan.

1019
01:30:48,400 --> 01:30:50,240
Okay. Square.

1020
01:31:07,800 --> 01:31:09,980
Oh, my God.

1021
01:31:24,240 --> 01:31:25,240
Oh my God.

1022
01:31:27,680 --> 01:31:29,000
That's a lot of fucking dope.

1023
01:31:29,840 --> 01:31:31,420
And now he calls for a celebration.

1024
01:31:52,120 --> 01:31:54,000
I don't know what's going on, Watusi.
Tell me.

1025
01:31:54,400 --> 01:31:56,900
Not with me, because I laugh at the
handsome ones.

1026
01:31:57,440 --> 01:31:58,440
Ah!

1027
01:32:03,240 --> 01:32:06,540
Gentlemen, no one is going to pay for
Watusi.

1028
01:32:07,500 --> 01:32:08,500
Ah, ah.

1029
01:32:08,780 --> 01:32:10,660
But why? Are you afraid of Watusi?

1030
01:32:31,130 --> 01:32:32,130
Cousin Joe.

1031
01:32:32,210 --> 01:32:33,690
Oh, fuck. Hey, Joe. What's up, man?

1032
01:32:34,330 --> 01:32:35,330
Hey, man.

1033
01:32:35,990 --> 01:32:37,270
Did you rob a bank today?

1034
01:32:42,910 --> 01:32:44,210
Go to fucking jail, babe.

1035
01:32:44,530 --> 01:32:48,310
No. No, here. It says the suspect is six
foot and has blue eyes.

1036
01:32:49,130 --> 01:32:51,670
You're okay? Yeah, but look at the
fucking picture. Does it look like me?

1037
01:33:00,840 --> 01:33:02,800
Yeah, maybe you shouldn't leave the
house for a while.

1038
01:33:03,680 --> 01:33:07,100
The essential problem of being a drug
addict is that whenever you get flush,

1039
01:33:07,320 --> 01:33:08,320
you spend it on dope.

1040
01:33:12,660 --> 01:33:15,740
Until the money's gone, and when the
dope's gone, you get sick.

1041
01:33:19,380 --> 01:33:23,800
At which point, you need to find more
money.

1042
01:33:34,760 --> 01:33:35,760
Are you okay?

1043
01:33:37,220 --> 01:33:38,220
Look,

1044
01:33:39,520 --> 01:33:40,700
I really think you're sick, man.

1045
01:33:41,800 --> 01:33:43,700
No, I'm fine. I just can't stop
sneezing.

1046
01:34:05,550 --> 01:34:08,670
I don't imagine that anyone goes in for
a robbery if they're not in some kind of

1047
01:34:08,670 --> 01:34:09,670
desperation.

1048
01:34:10,390 --> 01:34:12,610
With robbery, it's a matter of pure
abasement.

1049
01:34:12,930 --> 01:34:13,930
Thank you.

1050
01:34:14,210 --> 01:34:15,370
And we were abased.

1051
01:34:18,070 --> 01:34:22,130
What's crazy is that 80% of the time,
the tellers really don't mind if you're

1052
01:34:22,130 --> 01:34:23,130
holding up the bank.

1053
01:34:23,350 --> 01:34:26,610
There are exceptions, of course, like
this one lady on the west side looked

1054
01:34:26,610 --> 01:34:27,610
like Janet Reno.

1055
01:34:27,870 --> 01:34:29,310
That's as high as I go.

1056
01:34:32,110 --> 01:34:33,330
You're fucking kidding me?

1057
01:34:40,750 --> 01:34:42,450
That's as high as I go.

1058
01:34:43,490 --> 01:34:44,810
But this was a fanatic.

1059
01:34:45,110 --> 01:34:46,570
Usually it's very civilized.

1060
01:34:46,890 --> 01:34:47,829
Hey, babe.

1061
01:34:47,830 --> 01:34:49,590
All right? Where were you?

1062
01:34:50,010 --> 01:34:51,530
I was at the bank. Couldn't get much.

1063
01:34:51,870 --> 01:34:53,530
You're like a fucking purse snatcher.

1064
01:34:55,150 --> 01:34:56,150
Yeah,

1065
01:34:57,110 --> 01:34:58,110
this is the one.

1066
01:34:58,990 --> 01:34:59,990
All right.

1067
01:35:05,410 --> 01:35:08,210
How is it that you can rob all these
fucking goddamn banks?

1068
01:35:08,590 --> 01:35:09,890
And yet somehow...

1069
01:35:10,120 --> 01:35:11,340
In some fucking way.

1070
01:35:11,820 --> 01:35:13,520
You still owe me a fuck ton of money.

1071
01:35:17,320 --> 01:35:18,360
What the fuck?

1072
01:35:19,440 --> 01:35:23,360
Because we shoot a lot of fucking dope,
man. Well, you need to shoot a lot less,

1073
01:35:23,400 --> 01:35:26,500
motherfucker. Because when you owe me
money, I owe Black money. And Black does

1074
01:35:26,500 --> 01:35:27,920
not like being owed fucking money.

1075
01:35:28,220 --> 01:35:30,000
All right, let's get shit right. I'll
meet you around the corner.

1076
01:35:30,660 --> 01:35:32,260
Whoa, whoa, whoa. What the fuck are you
talking about?

1077
01:35:33,380 --> 01:35:34,720
Well, I told you I needed a driver.

1078
01:35:36,180 --> 01:35:38,640
Uh, you did not fucking say that.

1079
01:35:39,020 --> 01:35:41,760
Yeah, I did. I called you this morning.
I said I needed a driver for the

1080
01:35:41,760 --> 01:35:42,760
robbery. That's not what I fucking
heard.

1081
01:35:43,220 --> 01:35:44,940
I'm not doing the junkie bank robbery.

1082
01:35:45,880 --> 01:35:48,800
Wait, but you just said that you owe
Black Buddy, right? Yeah, because you

1083
01:35:48,800 --> 01:35:49,800
owe me money.

1084
01:35:49,860 --> 01:35:51,060
Do you want to pay him back or not?

1085
01:35:53,300 --> 01:35:58,320
We got to discuss terms, dude. Fucking
terms are simple. I'm going to go rob

1086
01:35:58,320 --> 01:36:00,680
the fucking bank. You're going to beat
me around the corner so you can pay

1087
01:36:00,680 --> 01:36:02,100
Black Buddy. I don't like those terms.

1088
01:36:02,320 --> 01:36:05,140
I may or may not be there. Those are the
terms, man. Those are the fucking terms.

1089
01:36:14,140 --> 01:36:15,840
Come on, Sheena, I know you can do
better than that.

1090
01:36:16,300 --> 01:36:17,300
That's a lot of money.

1091
01:36:17,900 --> 01:36:19,680
That's the 50 bandages I fucking won.

1092
01:36:20,240 --> 01:36:21,700
I said all the money in your drawer.

1093
01:36:26,120 --> 01:36:28,420
That guy couldn't give a shit about
what's happening with you right now.

1094
01:36:29,600 --> 01:36:31,340
I'm not fucking around.

1095
01:36:46,350 --> 01:36:48,150
I'll flash my gun on the way out so he
knows you didn't.

1096
01:36:48,550 --> 01:36:49,570
Just give the money away.

1097
01:36:50,270 --> 01:36:51,890
That's supposed to make you a good guy
now?

1098
01:36:58,150 --> 01:37:00,070
Did you fight for this fucking country?

1099
01:37:02,930 --> 01:37:06,130
You know what fucking terms we never
discussed?

1100
01:37:06,930 --> 01:37:11,470
The ones where you're in my car with me
and the motherfucking police shoot us.

1101
01:37:12,750 --> 01:37:14,850
We never fucking discussed those terms.

1102
01:37:15,160 --> 01:37:16,160
Fucking junkie.

1103
01:37:24,660 --> 01:37:25,660
Where were you?

1104
01:37:26,620 --> 01:37:27,620
It's Wednesday.

1105
01:37:28,220 --> 01:37:30,620
You're supposed to come down to school
and meet me by five.

1106
01:37:32,040 --> 01:37:36,220
I'm sorry, baby. I was getting really
sick. Yeah, well, now I'm sick, and I

1107
01:37:36,220 --> 01:37:39,880
had to cancel my fucking class because I
shit my motherfucking pants.

1108
01:37:49,130 --> 01:37:53,290
She's trying to go on the fucking couch.

1109
01:37:54,210 --> 01:37:55,230
Enjoying my mother.

1110
01:38:36,240 --> 01:38:37,199
All right, here.

1111
01:38:37,200 --> 01:38:38,240
Cover yourself up.

1112
01:38:53,360 --> 01:38:55,860
All right.

1113
01:38:56,780 --> 01:38:57,780
Are you ready?

1114
01:39:23,570 --> 01:39:26,190
I'm right here with you. Hey, man, would
you hurry the fuck up, please? Sorry,

1115
01:39:26,190 --> 01:39:27,410
you got to calm down. Let's do our job.

1116
01:39:28,010 --> 01:39:30,750
I'm right here, okay? I'm right by your
side. I'm not going to fucking leave

1117
01:39:30,750 --> 01:39:31,750
you. Yeah, got you.

1118
01:39:33,830 --> 01:39:34,870
Female, 22.

1119
01:39:37,690 --> 01:39:41,330
I just got here with my wife.

1120
01:39:41,590 --> 01:39:45,350
I need you to go to the waiting room.
Okay, I keep going. Could you please

1121
01:39:45,350 --> 01:39:47,370
just... Five minutes, please.

1122
01:39:47,650 --> 01:39:49,650
There's nothing you can do in here but
get in the way.

1123
01:39:50,110 --> 01:39:51,510
Nothing you can do.

1124
01:39:54,280 --> 01:39:55,280
Ready? Go.

1125
01:39:56,740 --> 01:40:03,620
I don't

1126
01:40:03,620 --> 01:40:06,820
know what happened.

1127
01:40:10,060 --> 01:40:15,160
Come on, help me out here. I need you to
calm down and tell me what happened.

1128
01:40:18,220 --> 01:40:21,320
How long was she unconscious?

1129
01:40:21,680 --> 01:40:22,920
I don't know. What did she take?

1130
01:40:24,460 --> 01:40:28,020
I don't know. What did she take? I don't
know, ma'am. I don't fucking know.

1131
01:40:28,560 --> 01:40:32,940
Listen, help us help her. I need to know
what she took. Can you please tell me if

1132
01:40:32,940 --> 01:40:33,940
she's breathing or not?

1133
01:40:34,560 --> 01:40:38,260
Please. I'm a medic, ma'am. We're trying
the best that we can, okay? I need you

1134
01:40:38,260 --> 01:40:39,260
to tell me what she took.

1135
01:40:39,800 --> 01:40:43,320
She took heroin.

1136
01:40:54,700 --> 01:40:56,360
I know you got problems.

1137
01:41:00,300 --> 01:41:02,080
I know you're broken.

1138
01:41:05,040 --> 01:41:07,340
But please don't break my daughter.

1139
01:41:12,640 --> 01:41:18,780
If you love her, then you'll be a man
and walk away.

1140
01:41:24,650 --> 01:41:27,270
You get up and walk away.

1141
01:42:38,890 --> 01:42:42,050
Who am I?

1142
01:43:48,590 --> 01:43:51,770
Okay, get back on the bus. What the fuck
are you doing? Emily, get back on the

1143
01:43:51,770 --> 01:43:54,290
bus. I'm not getting back on that
fucking bus. Listen to me, Emily.

1144
01:43:54,510 --> 01:43:55,510
What the fuck?

1145
01:43:56,730 --> 01:43:57,870
Leave the fucking machine.

1146
01:43:58,550 --> 01:43:59,550
All right?

1147
01:43:59,670 --> 01:44:02,770
Hey, are you all right? Yeah, I'm all
right. Sorry. Just don't touch it, bro.

1148
01:44:06,590 --> 01:44:13,490
You gotta go back

1149
01:44:13,490 --> 01:44:14,490
to rehab.

1150
01:44:16,070 --> 01:44:17,290
I don't want to be in rehab.

1151
01:44:20,200 --> 01:44:21,200
I want to be with you.

1152
01:44:24,100 --> 01:44:26,960
You can't be here with me. That's not
your decision to make.

1153
01:44:29,260 --> 01:44:32,460
Yes, it is my decision. No, it's not
your decision to make. Yes, it is my

1154
01:44:32,460 --> 01:44:36,140
decision. Yes, it is. It is not your
decision to make.

1155
01:44:42,440 --> 01:44:49,080
I waited two years for you to come back
from that hellhole.

1156
01:44:50,050 --> 01:44:51,050
Two years.

1157
01:44:53,510 --> 01:44:56,370
And I stayed with you through so much
fucked up shit.

1158
01:45:00,850 --> 01:45:04,270
And I really don't want to do this
alone.

1159
01:45:06,170 --> 01:45:07,650
Please don't make me do this alone.

1160
01:45:10,630 --> 01:45:11,630
I'm so sorry.

1161
01:45:13,170 --> 01:45:14,970
But I can. I'm not good for you.

1162
01:45:16,450 --> 01:45:17,630
I'm not good for anything.

1163
01:45:22,030 --> 01:45:23,630
I have this noise in my head.

1164
01:45:25,870 --> 01:45:26,870
I can't.

1165
01:45:27,670 --> 01:45:29,010
It's so goddamn loud.

1166
01:45:29,490 --> 01:45:31,310
And I just, I can't make it stop.

1167
01:45:33,010 --> 01:45:34,010
It'll stop.

1168
01:45:34,750 --> 01:45:37,770
One day it'll just, it'll go quiet.

1169
01:45:46,050 --> 01:45:47,750
Can you please get back on the bus?

1170
01:45:57,360 --> 01:45:58,940
I'm going to get high with or without
you.

1171
01:46:04,180 --> 01:46:05,180
Please.

1172
01:46:07,120 --> 01:46:08,120
Please, baby.

1173
01:47:09,770 --> 01:47:12,130
It's not even that interesting. The
bank's not going to fight you over the

1174
01:47:12,130 --> 01:47:13,730
cash. I mean, they don't even care.

1175
01:47:14,470 --> 01:47:15,870
It's like taking sand from a beach.

1176
01:47:17,970 --> 01:47:19,030
But it's somebody's money.

1177
01:47:19,270 --> 01:47:20,410
No, it's the bank's money.

1178
01:47:20,990 --> 01:47:22,710
Do you need the money or do you not need
the money?

1179
01:47:23,110 --> 01:47:26,270
Of course I need the money. All right,
well, I can get a lot more if we hit all

1180
01:47:26,270 --> 01:47:28,890
the tellers, but to hit all the tellers,
I need you.

1181
01:47:30,030 --> 01:47:32,590
But if we're both pulling the robbery,
why am I only getting 10%?

1182
01:47:34,790 --> 01:47:37,210
Because I'm the one doing all the
talking and carrying the gun.

1183
01:47:37,810 --> 01:47:40,830
All right, if you were carrying the gun
and threatening all the innocents, it'd

1184
01:47:40,830 --> 01:47:41,830
be a different story, huh?

1185
01:47:42,730 --> 01:47:45,370
Give me the gun. No, I'm not going to
give you the gun. Well, you just said if

1186
01:47:45,370 --> 01:47:47,650
I had the gun... I don't care what I
just said. We're going to do what we

1187
01:47:47,650 --> 01:47:48,509
originally agreed.

1188
01:47:48,510 --> 01:47:51,350
Can you stop being such a flaming
fucking pussy, dude?

1189
01:47:57,650 --> 01:47:58,469
Fuck it.

1190
01:47:58,470 --> 01:47:59,470
Let's do it.

1191
01:48:03,550 --> 01:48:07,650
No alarms! I said no alarms! Sir, don't
you... Touch that fucking phone.

1192
01:48:08,150 --> 01:48:09,230
Don't you touch that phone.

1193
01:48:11,450 --> 01:48:14,190
All right. I want everybody to give
their money to this man here.

1194
01:48:23,870 --> 01:48:25,490
Don't you touch that fucking phone.

1195
01:48:28,690 --> 01:48:29,690
Fuck.

1196
01:48:31,430 --> 01:48:32,430
Go, go, go, go, go.

1197
01:48:32,630 --> 01:48:33,630
Go, go, go.

1198
01:48:36,910 --> 01:48:39,350
The fuck, man? What the fuck is wrong
with you?

1199
01:48:39,570 --> 01:48:40,570
Fucking infamous.

1200
01:48:40,770 --> 01:48:41,749
Man, I'm sorry.

1201
01:48:41,750 --> 01:48:42,750
What do we do now?

1202
01:48:43,110 --> 01:48:44,110
I don't fucking know.

1203
01:48:44,610 --> 01:48:48,110
How about we do it again? I can drive
and you and Pills do the robbery.

1204
01:48:48,350 --> 01:48:50,870
So now I've got to rob a bank because
you're a fucking pussy?

1205
01:48:51,170 --> 01:48:52,170
What's that good at robbery?

1206
01:48:52,670 --> 01:48:53,670
Pills, look.

1207
01:48:53,990 --> 01:48:55,370
It's three, four times the money.

1208
01:48:57,590 --> 01:48:59,390
It's a fucking murder shot, man.

1209
01:49:00,990 --> 01:49:01,990
Come on, man.

1210
01:49:03,730 --> 01:49:05,110
All right, but I'm having the gun.

1211
01:49:05,610 --> 01:49:08,570
No, you're not having the gun. I am. I'm
having the fucking gun. And you're a

1212
01:49:08,570 --> 01:49:09,570
junkie motherfucker.

1213
01:49:11,630 --> 01:49:12,630
With PTSD.

1214
01:49:17,210 --> 01:49:23,650
What the fuck is going on with you, man?

1215
01:49:24,510 --> 01:49:26,190
Probably the clonny. What clonny?

1216
01:49:27,670 --> 01:49:30,150
My nerves were shot, man. You took a
fucking gun. Just some.

1217
01:49:31,550 --> 01:49:33,970
Well, are you good for this? I'm good.
Are you good for this?

1218
01:49:35,800 --> 01:49:37,080
Motherfucker. Let's do this.

1219
01:49:39,500 --> 01:49:42,420
All right, everyone, give your man this
money.

1220
01:49:43,760 --> 01:49:44,760
Now!

1221
01:49:45,900 --> 01:49:46,900
Shit.

1222
01:49:47,660 --> 01:49:51,560
What the fuck is wrong with you? Give me
the fucking gun. Fuck, man. Get the

1223
01:49:51,560 --> 01:49:54,340
fucking cash and go. Ma'am, get off the
fucking phone!

1224
01:50:10,860 --> 01:50:11,860
What happened?

1225
01:50:12,240 --> 01:50:13,320
Did you shoot somebody?

1226
01:50:14,540 --> 01:50:15,540
No.

1227
01:50:16,000 --> 01:50:17,000
Where's Pills and Coke?

1228
01:50:17,280 --> 01:50:18,660
He fucking bailed, man.

1229
01:50:19,080 --> 01:50:20,680
He bailed. Where are you going?

1230
01:50:21,040 --> 01:50:23,660
What the fuck are you doing? Get the
fucking... Fuck!

1231
01:50:24,520 --> 01:50:25,680
Everybody give me your cash!

1232
01:50:25,900 --> 01:50:27,100
Open the fucking door!

1233
01:50:27,400 --> 01:50:28,400
Get it out now!

1234
01:50:28,640 --> 01:50:29,640
Hurry up!

1235
01:50:29,920 --> 01:50:32,840
We can't leave him.

1236
01:50:33,500 --> 01:50:36,060
He's gonna rat on us in a heartbeat,
dude. We gotta go back and get him.

1237
01:50:37,380 --> 01:50:40,460
No. What do you mean no, James? Turn the
fucking car around!

1238
01:50:50,660 --> 01:50:57,520
You never lock a gunman in with innocent
people. You're supposed to lock me in

1239
01:50:57,520 --> 01:50:58,660
between the fucking doors.

1240
01:50:58,920 --> 01:51:00,520
What's the matter with you people? Are
you retarded?

1241
01:51:00,880 --> 01:51:01,880
Huh?

1242
01:51:02,300 --> 01:51:03,940
James! No! Turn the...

1243
01:51:04,240 --> 01:51:06,260
Fucking come around now!

1244
01:51:07,220 --> 01:51:09,180
Okay, okay, okay.

1245
01:51:10,920 --> 01:51:12,220
The police are on their way.

1246
01:51:15,820 --> 01:51:18,200
Open the door right now.

1247
01:51:21,140 --> 01:51:23,820
Look, you put all these people's lives
in danger. If you don't open that

1248
01:51:23,820 --> 01:51:25,640
fucking door, your boss is going to fire
you.

1249
01:51:27,720 --> 01:51:29,180
What the fuck was that?

1250
01:51:29,600 --> 01:51:31,020
Did you hear that?

1251
01:51:31,300 --> 01:51:33,160
I don't like this, man. I don't like
this.

1252
01:51:33,980 --> 01:51:34,980
You see him?

1253
01:51:39,180 --> 01:51:45,780
Is that him?

1254
01:51:46,160 --> 01:51:48,020
I see him. That's him. Stop the car.

1255
01:51:50,680 --> 01:51:52,340
Dude, get in the fucking car. Come on.

1256
01:51:52,700 --> 01:51:54,020
What the fuck are you doing?

1257
01:51:54,280 --> 01:51:56,640
Get in the fucking car now.

1258
01:52:09,530 --> 01:52:11,210
Yeah, this is all your fault.

1259
01:52:11,570 --> 01:52:17,010
She never fucking brought you Fuck

1260
01:52:17,010 --> 01:52:26,930
he's

1261
01:52:26,930 --> 01:52:28,250
been shocked. Fuck.

1262
01:52:28,470 --> 01:52:31,310
He's been fucking shot. He said nobody
fucking got shot

1263
01:52:36,170 --> 01:52:38,850
Let me see. Hang on. I know it hurts. I
know it hurts. You know how to take care

1264
01:52:38,850 --> 01:52:39,850
of him, right?

1265
01:52:41,150 --> 01:52:43,450
Fuck, there's not an exit wound. We
gotta get him to a hospital.

1266
01:52:43,690 --> 01:52:44,850
You can't go to the hospital.

1267
01:52:45,110 --> 01:52:48,190
James, if we don't take him to the
fucking hospital, he's gonna die.

1268
01:52:48,550 --> 01:52:51,550
You can't go right now, man. You're not
listening to me. The fucking arrest us.

1269
01:52:51,670 --> 01:52:54,570
We just robbed a fucking bank. Are you
fucking crazy?

1270
01:52:54,930 --> 01:52:57,450
They've taken you plenty of fucking
time.

1271
01:52:57,830 --> 01:53:00,910
So you need to think fucking straight
about this. What do we do?

1272
01:53:01,510 --> 01:53:02,510
What do we do?

1273
01:53:07,950 --> 01:53:08,950
I'm sorry.

1274
01:53:09,510 --> 01:53:10,510
I'm sorry.

1275
01:53:13,190 --> 01:53:16,430
You know we can't. You know we can't,
right?

1276
01:53:17,590 --> 01:53:18,590
Guys.

1277
01:53:19,010 --> 01:53:20,010
What can we do?

1278
01:53:20,550 --> 01:53:21,550
What can we do?

1279
01:53:22,110 --> 01:53:23,110
Please, man.

1280
01:53:38,640 --> 01:53:39,760
Let's fucking drive, man.

1281
01:53:41,640 --> 01:53:42,940
Just get us out of here.

1282
01:53:55,800 --> 01:53:57,880
We never did find out how he got shot.

1283
01:54:38,990 --> 01:54:39,990
Come on.

1284
01:54:41,010 --> 01:54:42,010
Come on.

1285
01:55:18,960 --> 01:55:19,960
Ugh.

1286
01:55:58,280 --> 01:55:59,280
What is he doing here?

1287
01:56:01,260 --> 01:56:02,260
Go inside.

1288
01:56:02,320 --> 01:56:03,320
What does he want?

1289
01:56:03,400 --> 01:56:04,400
Go inside.

1290
01:56:12,440 --> 01:56:15,560
If you're going to shoot me, can we go
somewhere else?

1291
01:56:18,180 --> 01:56:22,520
You know, for the neighbors.

1292
01:56:24,900 --> 01:56:26,520
I'm not going to shoot you.

1293
01:56:31,120 --> 01:56:35,620
I won't get my money back if I shoot
you.

1294
01:56:37,960 --> 01:56:43,420
I can't do this anymore.

1295
01:56:43,640 --> 01:56:45,600
Sure you can. I can't.

1296
01:56:48,000 --> 01:56:49,000
You can.

1297
01:56:51,580 --> 01:56:52,720
For your girl.

1298
01:57:04,780 --> 01:57:06,140
I just gotta get right first.

1299
01:57:41,200 --> 01:57:42,200
Hey, guess what?

1300
01:57:45,040 --> 01:57:46,040
Mm-hmm.

1301
01:57:52,460 --> 01:57:55,980
Locke is gonna drive for me so I can pay
him back.

1302
01:58:00,000 --> 01:58:01,060
Hey, front you.

1303
01:58:14,090 --> 01:58:15,410
Can you make me a shot?

1304
01:58:18,690 --> 01:58:24,350
I'm just... I'm just really tired.

1305
01:58:26,130 --> 01:58:27,130
I know.

1306
01:58:29,310 --> 01:58:31,150
I want to be quiet.

1307
01:58:31,350 --> 01:58:32,350
I know.

1308
01:58:35,670 --> 01:58:37,030
Can you give me...

1309
01:59:01,660 --> 01:59:02,660
I love you.

1310
01:59:40,320 --> 01:59:41,400
You know where you're going, right?

1311
01:59:43,140 --> 01:59:46,220
Can't go long. I'm not going to be long.
Two, three minutes tops. Don't be late.

1312
01:59:46,540 --> 01:59:47,560
I'll meet you in the parking lot.

1313
01:59:53,980 --> 01:59:55,680
Give me my fucking money, Vanessa!

1314
01:59:56,420 --> 01:59:57,640
Hurry the fuck up!

1315
01:59:58,180 --> 01:59:59,180
Slide it over!

1316
01:59:59,200 --> 02:00:00,200
Now!

1317
02:00:23,210 --> 02:00:24,350
I need you to do me a favor.

1318
02:00:26,570 --> 02:00:27,570
What's that?

1319
02:00:28,890 --> 02:00:30,730
I need you to hit that alarm for me.

1320
02:01:14,000 --> 02:01:15,000
Yeah.

1321
02:09:47,460 --> 02:09:51,000
Therefore, it is our vote to grant
parole effective immediately.

1322
02:09:52,740 --> 02:09:55,580
Thank you, ladies and gentlemen. My
client is in most affliction.

1323
02:09:57,840 --> 02:09:58,840
Thank you.

1324
02:10:00,160 --> 02:10:01,300
Thank you so much.

1325
02:10:41,740 --> 02:10:42,740
Good luck.

1326
02:15:08,330 --> 02:15:15,130
If I ventured in the slipstream Between
the viaducts of

1327
02:15:15,130 --> 02:15:20,690
your dream Where mobile steel rims crack

1328
02:15:20,690 --> 02:15:25,030
And the debts in the back road stop

1329
02:15:25,030 --> 02:15:29,710
Could you find me?

1330
02:15:31,710 --> 02:15:35,050
Would you kiss my eyes?

1331
02:15:43,160 --> 02:15:50,140
To be born again To be born again

1332
02:15:50,140 --> 02:15:57,060
From the far side of the ocean

1333
02:15:57,060 --> 02:16:01,460
And if I put the wheels in motion

1334
02:16:01,460 --> 02:16:06,320
Then I'd stand with my arms behind me

1335
02:16:08,780 --> 02:16:10,560
And push another door.

1336
02:16:12,340 --> 02:16:15,400
Could you find me?

1337
02:16:17,000 --> 02:16:20,660
Would you kiss my eyes?

1338
02:16:21,640 --> 02:16:24,280
Lay me down.

1339
02:16:25,680 --> 02:16:30,880
And silence ease it. You'll be born
again.

1340
02:16:33,400 --> 02:16:35,459
You'll be born again.

1341
02:16:59,260 --> 02:17:01,379
I'm pointing a finger at me.

1342
02:17:13,620 --> 02:17:18,799
I'll see you next time.

1343
02:17:59,280 --> 02:18:05,740
Between the five blocks of your dream,
where mobile steel rims crack,

1344
02:18:06,100 --> 02:18:12,280
and the ditch in the back roads stop,
could you

1345
02:18:12,280 --> 02:18:14,299
find me?

1346
02:18:15,740 --> 02:18:18,180
Would you kiss me?

1347
02:18:28,680 --> 02:18:30,299
To be born again.

1348
02:18:32,299 --> 02:18:34,120
To be born again.

1349
02:18:36,260 --> 02:18:37,920
To be born again.

1350
02:18:40,580 --> 02:18:43,040
In another world, darling.

1351
02:18:47,320 --> 02:18:48,920
In another world.

1352
02:18:52,120 --> 02:18:53,700
In another time.

1353
02:18:59,120 --> 02:19:05,100
Got a home on high Ain't nothin' but a
stranger in this world

1354
02:19:05,100 --> 02:19:09,100
I'm nothin' but a stranger in this world

1355
02:19:09,100 --> 02:19:13,680
I got a home on high

1356
02:19:13,680 --> 02:19:18,100
In another land

1357
02:19:18,100 --> 02:19:21,980
So far away

1358
02:19:29,129 --> 02:19:30,129
We up in heaven.

1359
02:19:33,230 --> 02:19:34,770
We up in heaven.

1360
02:19:38,350 --> 02:19:39,850
We up in heaven.

1361
02:20:29,900 --> 02:20:30,900
And another time.

1362
02:20:31,420 --> 02:20:35,960
And another place.

1363
02:20:38,000 --> 02:20:39,600
And another time.

1364
02:20:41,860 --> 02:20:43,420
And another place.

1365
02:20:46,840 --> 02:20:48,400
And another thing.